His details…!

 Lil did you ever know the beauuuuutty of living someone could bring you that THAT level of joy and something…

To live his every detail his smile his no smile expression him turning around and looking at you that one time before heading home him bending over a lil to watch you get in the car like you are seconds away from sitting beside him but that wait in him to lean bend over a lil to see you first getting in his face that one face getting off the stairs and then turning around and the waaaaaay it always used to pull you off and away to him runnn to him and hold him one more time…

His that one look when around people be it your place or his surrounded by family and yet having that one moment with you wordless and yet saying a thousand n more words away…

His that am adooooooooooorablh mad at you face and sound of his voice him holding your hand tighter just before dropping you at the door cause your mom being around he wooodk just hold onto your hand tightly and you take a moment and head out with a bahana of dropping him till the lift and on the way that one rush to hug him and that very second somehow I was already missing you the usual line of his it was that unsaid u explained beauuuuuty of him like by his touch his grip yob know he was already missing you……wanting that one more hug just before heading home…

Thinking of it now sooooo many moments still left sooooo many things still to say that much THAT MUCH missing today ever since the waking up ever since him beside you tracing your details away with his hand looking you in the eye with just that one sound of his deep breathes in between as you get off a lil to chummi him or something and the way he nods in a way just wanting to live you in that moment and you move back and let him………

It’s this rush of toooooooo many longed for feeeels today ekdum seeeee this state of mind right now!!!!!!!!!!

That ONE love of your life I say…!