Are these moments for real is the awakening code for really real or just a bunch of beauuuuuuuutiful himmagic being slammed over your face in waaaaaaays more than one like this!!!!!!
Moments and the waaaaaaaaaay he holds onto you still driving yesssss he comes driving this morning prolly after yearssssss where moments at place looked like opera not opera but the rushhhhhhhhhh wild wild rushhhh of him back and that’s when through the moments you realise you had wished for that very moment and it actually comes true in the dream as twistedly ironic it sounds you actually were thinking of the very same logic in that rush of him……to the waaaaay he was holding onto your hand wrist this time not the arm like he used to and this one constant sound at the back it wasn’t the horn and suddenly it hits you like you could feeeeeeel it in you were about to wake up like it weirdly felt that strongly like you were bout to wake up any second and you hold onto his shirt fataaak se like one panel of his shirt holding him and the waaay he first chuckles awaaaay that adooooorably and leaves the steering wheel looking you in the eye holds your face literally takes your face in his hands and that slow whisper of his voice am so sorry and repeats again and you hold onto his shirt tighter and to wish or something he doesn’t disappear shut your eyes and it was the alarm usually it’s at 10:20 wake up time must have snoozed or donno what it was you wake up see the phone it was 11:11!!!!!!
This very feeeeeeeeel right now when all you can seee is his him looking you in the eye holding you his eyes charlieeeeeeeeee that overloved yet sleeeerpy eyes with that THAT much love for you kabhiiii lavtaaaaaa ayaaaaaaaaaaa inneeeeee ittttaaaa pyaaar karta and HOWWWWWW!!!!!!!
How do you even take moments like these to be just random or just a dream when they are this insync him coming wxaaaactky how you kissed him as when missed him becomes autocorrect to kissed him and you let that be cause howwwwww you looooooooved the sound and feeeel of that!!!!
Again for the godfatherzilluonth time that THAT one face in the world for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ayyyaaaaaaaa this heart of you this rush of him through you how do you even have a normal face on with THIS much rushing through you!!!!!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment
Note: only a member of this blog may post a comment.