HIM!!!!!!

 Was sick the worst possible way and with no rest due to the Pret wear work stuff couldn’t even take a day off to rest!!!!

And that definitely took a toll but more importantly above all this and everything else there’s that beauuuuuty him!!!!

Literally through sickness and health kinda vibe lately with him in the dreams like he just knows it in the dream bhi the waaaaay he comes is lesser with rush and more with comfort and you wake up missing the wildness in him self talking saying no keep coming the way you do instead of just comfort cause honestly when it’s been forever having felt the things that used to make you feel complete with him and ab dream mein bhi if he takes a break how do you even deal with all feels it’s beautifully weird……the body aches with high fever and the wayaaaaaaa he holds you from your back to your shoulder to over your neck and there’s this rushhhhhhh in you wanting to eat him away and instead he just keeps holding uou tighter everytime whispering something moving slow around and over you like he is just there without doing anything and yet doing evrythung away kinda vibe….

That thaaaaaaaat one beauuuuuty of him the feeeeel of him his voice his skin his hands the scent of him the sound of himmmmm ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa as he comforts you away with those very sounds like literally putting you to sleep holding you away as you want to turn to face him to chummiii him eat away and in stead he holds into your waist like comforting again as you keep trying to move and him making those sounds not wanting you to move it’s beeeeeeen magical charloe all these days these dreams of him and you wake up self talking to him in your head saying it loud I love you I love so so much like sometimes it’s louder that you come out and that one look from your mom leaves you wondering if she heard that clear enough…..

It’s a beauuuuuuutoful charloe and something’s you just can’t reason our logic out of it cause it’s just and all bout the feeeeeeeels how it made you feel in that moment or the moemnt soon as you were up with that feeeeel of him still rushing through you!!!!!