HIMMMMMM!!!!

 This heart right now feeeeling that curl again inside with these sudden feeeeeels now!!!!!!

Right there when you see live that bubble moment that need to hold him away just to feeeeeel that warmth of his arms around n over you and with your mom in the front you just lay over the seat looking up at the rains with this song on loop and then close yours eyes and that very moment not sure cause by then it was tooooooo much wayyyy toooo much missing him that one arm of his around you holding you by the waist jsut like he used to on drives holding onto your waist and arms tightly and then even more tighter over speedbteals it’s that feeeeeeeeel of his arms holding you the changing friction to just feeeeeeel that and you just smileee eyes close and the waaaaay he would ask aisaaa kyaaa Sochi ekdum se tuuu akele akele smile karri and you asking him wondering how did he manage to see your face even that focused whilst driving and today too soon as you feel his arm over you in that very moment and smile away it just made you hqppppppy on the inside to just feeeeeeel him somehow in that very moment!!!!!

Every bit and inch of you this beauuuuuuuuuutifully laced with all things him and this feeeeeel today how much you’ve grown in love with him, with variations of loving him like this from loving him then to years decade later still this strong…