It was that beauuuutiful sudden lowness and yet a happy heart stage of mind you were in…..how why what you donno just that happy heart missing rush reliving his moments from his Dd space meet like that one moemnt keeps playing on loop with every spoon of food all through the lunch him just standing a lil away after opening the door for you moves a few steps back as you rush to him instead to hug and he moves a few steps away and just watches you and that rush in you where you couldn’t ruin that moemnt for him as he clearly wanted to live your presence and yet at the same time to just runnnnn to him hold him hug him and after a moemnt or two when you couldn’t stay longer you run to him and that smile on him even writing now this smile on you just reliving his closer to him and the way he starts to feel your face first details of your face and you finally hold him away some miennts even writing now longest time ever!!!!!!!!
This tingle now as you write even around n over your hands and finger thus very moemnt as you recall his details touching feeling living every detail of his !!!!!!!
Sooooooo yaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh from that moment to in your way to the studio this car slows by beside and she was feeding the guy driving something and she was looking away and feeding him like he needs to be fed kinda thing……
There’s that beauty of doing something’s out of love for doing it and not just for the sake of doing it nai……see it often couples lesser in love and more in the phone it’s more of evrythung else around than each other……
Feeding him his melting moments ice cream and you saving up all the black currants for him as you were sharing ur between and he stops to eat ekdum se saying he was done and knowing him back then that one flavour of ice cdrwak he could never be full of and then adooooorably screams at you when you insist on him eating saying tabse dekhru khilate jaari khaati nai tu sab currant merku deke…….suddenly in that moment today watching them this moment with him actually again makes you smile on your own it was these lilst moments of him today his name on cars and boards his name being called out songs of him being played at grocery store at the end of the day too……
It was that beauuuuty to relive that moment with him there was that joyyyyyyy charlie to feed him you should’ve seen his face like he loooooooooved it more than the food it was more most bout being fed for him…
Like that khsuhiii on him used to be something else…….
Howleeeeeeeeeeeeee you were missed missed missed missed waaaay toooo much this very moment here!!!!!!!
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