Saturday 20 April 2019

The only constant......

its not just bout this one year of constant block..... its bout these years of block.... like that need to keep you off n away !!

like this one constant thing to keep you off.....

and as many times as youve written felt bout it there is always that smthing again that pulls you back and HOW !!!!!

but like this one year of constant block and that one feeeeel every now n then....

like whoo hota nai charlie smthing or some situation that you really cant make sense of you tend to put yourself in that place n wonder what if you had to do smthing like that would you be able to....

like pooora ka pooora put yourself in his place and situation and then think from how you would react or wnat to be as..... and that one answer no matter what when youve felt or thought this way bout this whole thing you could never really go beyond a week leave alone a complete year of blocking him.....

no reason no justification, just cant couldnt have ever.....

his still maybe valid but this one thing merese thoo nai hota thaa.....

and if he could that easy like THAT easy go the complete year with it clearly says it a zillionth time and more bout your presence......

when the places around you have changed this much in the last few months alone then thoo people changing is that obvious and smthing you have no control over....

but what you can control is how you react or accept things...

like the song playing you living the rains with the him rushing playing through you with that one same wish for years monsoons now......

two people the him then that loved you all of you and the him now that scared confused doubtful of to accept that he does...

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