this thing bout living a moment and then there is the writing that very same moment......
how only it makes all the misseeeeing worse this bad worse is also smthing that can never be understood.....
no matter how many times you experience this it only gets that beautifully worse the more you write it.....
soooo yaaaaaaaaaaaah hhhhhhhhhh from where to where only it went again....
after that moment of reliving your own love moment there that one fone call breaks that beauuuuuuuutiful flow of the moment....
it was the photographer already there at the off.....
rush back to work physically mind still there all that there still lost in him....
its when you relive his love for you in his places and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel it fills you up with is smthing else.....
like you may live his love anywhere almost through the day but theres that smthing when you do in his places.....
that smthing almost magic like, like you are again back in time in that very same place same moment withthe same him still there...
SMTHING ELSE !!!!!!!
like mind that beautifully still blank and finally at the photographers and as the conversations gets on in telgu and you try to do your best to understand but the real struggle comes when you had to speak that almost telgu that you could manage.....
and the very first reaction much expected room full of people laughin at you.....
shut yourself up and get back to english and now they couldnt understand most part of it, so this time you won !!! :D
but the thing botu telgu always and when people still laugh at you and make fun botu the whole thing.....
that one Him that one feeeeeel of him......
like even as they laugh and the female team head even comments smthing over it.... and you ignore it and walk out with ur usual excuse of an urgent call.....
just be out and that very first sec that feeeeeeeel of him..... puts that one big smile on you and HOW !!!!!!!!!
shut yoru eyes plug into his music to feeel that moment more....
this weird thing you write the last meet and then hit delete as it feels weirder then the mind has even weirder excuse or talk of its own..... so now still writing wondering what do we call it as umm lets stick with the recent meeet cause in your mind and now as you read it after writing still feels better even be it in your mind just reading it feeels gooooood nai recent meet.....
so aaaj seee it will be recent meet only.....
sooooooooo yaaaaaah weirdly madly and all the more strangely - MADNESS I swear - sooo yahhhh in the recent meet once you sit down and all the waaay he asks you with that lil lil smile on him looking yaha waha thooo telgu seekhi ki nai.... and you tell him you can manage now.... and he starts off in telgu asking what and all and the sec you start off in telgu that one adooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable face of his the waaaaaaaaay he tries not to laugh at you and still goes on asking more in telgu.... and as you reply trying to look for charger as your fone batt was almost dying the waaay he holds you awaaaay and throws you over joo sote nai whoo jagahhh suddenly writing writing you realize how to avoid stuff in english......
and chummmiiis your face awaaay.....
liek this he did more than twice in those "recent" meets asking you to speak smthing in telgu and then that adooooooooooooooooorably listening to you and then only when he couldnt hold back his laughter any longer he would chummmi you awaaay.....
and you teel him after its still pretty bad but you manage and the waaaaaay he has your back takes your side that adooooooooooooorably and says there are many hydbadis that still dont speak fluent hindi so its not smthing thats that bad.....
its like today as you stand there after that awkward moment there was that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him like you could almost hear him feeel his touch hear him chucckle awaaay that adooooooorably.....
to him even teaching you how to spell nacharam....
like even now every time you still struggle how to spell it the right way when you need to tell some swiggy guy or mthing that one feeeeeel of him......
the waaaaaaay he would that adooooooooooooooooooooorably pout his lips awaaay making you spell it the right waaay abbb kyaaaa boltiii uskuuuuuu spelling pe kiskooo dhyaaan rehtaaaa when him pouting that adoooooorably right at your face.....
ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa chipppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy if only YOU knew howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww only YOU are being missed i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
geeeeeeeeeliest chuummmiiiiiiiiii lag jaaaaaaaanaaaaaaaaaaaa abiiiii k abiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how only it makes all the misseeeeing worse this bad worse is also smthing that can never be understood.....
no matter how many times you experience this it only gets that beautifully worse the more you write it.....
soooo yaaaaaaaaaaaah hhhhhhhhhh from where to where only it went again....
after that moment of reliving your own love moment there that one fone call breaks that beauuuuuuuutiful flow of the moment....
it was the photographer already there at the off.....
rush back to work physically mind still there all that there still lost in him....
its when you relive his love for you in his places and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel it fills you up with is smthing else.....
like you may live his love anywhere almost through the day but theres that smthing when you do in his places.....
that smthing almost magic like, like you are again back in time in that very same place same moment withthe same him still there...
SMTHING ELSE !!!!!!!
like mind that beautifully still blank and finally at the photographers and as the conversations gets on in telgu and you try to do your best to understand but the real struggle comes when you had to speak that almost telgu that you could manage.....
and the very first reaction much expected room full of people laughin at you.....
shut yourself up and get back to english and now they couldnt understand most part of it, so this time you won !!! :D
but the thing botu telgu always and when people still laugh at you and make fun botu the whole thing.....
that one Him that one feeeeeel of him......
like even as they laugh and the female team head even comments smthing over it.... and you ignore it and walk out with ur usual excuse of an urgent call.....
just be out and that very first sec that feeeeeeeel of him..... puts that one big smile on you and HOW !!!!!!!!!
shut yoru eyes plug into his music to feeel that moment more....
this weird thing you write the last meet and then hit delete as it feels weirder then the mind has even weirder excuse or talk of its own..... so now still writing wondering what do we call it as umm lets stick with the recent meeet cause in your mind and now as you read it after writing still feels better even be it in your mind just reading it feeels gooooood nai recent meet.....
so aaaj seee it will be recent meet only.....
sooooooooo yaaaaaah weirdly madly and all the more strangely - MADNESS I swear - sooo yahhhh in the recent meet once you sit down and all the waaay he asks you with that lil lil smile on him looking yaha waha thooo telgu seekhi ki nai.... and you tell him you can manage now.... and he starts off in telgu asking what and all and the sec you start off in telgu that one adooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable face of his the waaaaaaaaay he tries not to laugh at you and still goes on asking more in telgu.... and as you reply trying to look for charger as your fone batt was almost dying the waaay he holds you awaaaay and throws you over joo sote nai whoo jagahhh suddenly writing writing you realize how to avoid stuff in english......
and chummmiiis your face awaaay.....
liek this he did more than twice in those "recent" meets asking you to speak smthing in telgu and then that adooooooooooooooooorably listening to you and then only when he couldnt hold back his laughter any longer he would chummmi you awaaay.....
and you teel him after its still pretty bad but you manage and the waaaaaay he has your back takes your side that adooooooooooooorably and says there are many hydbadis that still dont speak fluent hindi so its not smthing thats that bad.....
its like today as you stand there after that awkward moment there was that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him like you could almost hear him feeel his touch hear him chucckle awaaay that adooooooorably.....
to him even teaching you how to spell nacharam....
like even now every time you still struggle how to spell it the right way when you need to tell some swiggy guy or mthing that one feeeeeel of him......
the waaaaaaay he would that adooooooooooooooooooooorably pout his lips awaaay making you spell it the right waaay abbb kyaaaa boltiii uskuuuuuu spelling pe kiskooo dhyaaan rehtaaaa when him pouting that adoooooorably right at your face.....
ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa chipppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy if only YOU knew howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww only YOU are being missed i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
geeeeeeeeeliest chuummmiiiiiiiiii lag jaaaaaaaanaaaaaaaaaaaa abiiiii k abiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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