its thing charlie bout too much pain too much suffering.....
like the very obvious natural thing is that it makes you wonder then why ?!
but this very natural logic or call it whatever never really mattered or was a question to be thought or logically wondered oover.....
why as HIM has always been the answer....
what how and the waaaaaaays youve lived loved and even most importantly loved by him has always been the only reason answer and whatever possible it could be......
and this you feeeeeeeeeel liveee in moments like these....
when the random bird watching today thankfully for the few 15-20 mins long jam right there in the bird spot today.....
and the waaaaaaay it allows you live him in the most beauuuuuuuuuuuutiful and looooved ways.....
like having lived him a zillion times that very same way and all of those waaays playing through you as you just be up the volume o fhis music and just relive him in each in every bird that flies by that close to you....
the rains the birds the blue skies his music and the HIM rushing through you......
in his human bird gorgeous form i swear !!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaay he used to that slow lift his arms wide open raise his chin slightly and look up and you living your world away in that one moment and hoping wishing why arent the security checks for longer i say......
just soooo you could live him loooooooooove him adooooooooooooooooooooooooooore him for longer in that form too.....
its not how many years its been its bout how many times youve that strongly lived him that way and the impact of it each time stayed with you and HOW !!!!!!!!!!
same goes with love too its not bout how lil of his presence for real that youve lived but how long and strong his love stayed with you for......
makes all the difference.....
his love for life would still be too lil of a time or a statement or conclusion to write or mention i say.....
as you live it in secs with every blink every breath you take...
all that counts, all that makes the difference and exactly why has always been the only answer without even a question...
like the very obvious natural thing is that it makes you wonder then why ?!
but this very natural logic or call it whatever never really mattered or was a question to be thought or logically wondered oover.....
why as HIM has always been the answer....
what how and the waaaaaaays youve lived loved and even most importantly loved by him has always been the only reason answer and whatever possible it could be......
and this you feeeeeeeeeel liveee in moments like these....
when the random bird watching today thankfully for the few 15-20 mins long jam right there in the bird spot today.....
and the waaaaaaay it allows you live him in the most beauuuuuuuuuuuutiful and looooved ways.....
like having lived him a zillion times that very same way and all of those waaays playing through you as you just be up the volume o fhis music and just relive him in each in every bird that flies by that close to you....
the rains the birds the blue skies his music and the HIM rushing through you......
in his human bird gorgeous form i swear !!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaay he used to that slow lift his arms wide open raise his chin slightly and look up and you living your world away in that one moment and hoping wishing why arent the security checks for longer i say......
just soooo you could live him loooooooooove him adooooooooooooooooooooooooooore him for longer in that form too.....
its not how many years its been its bout how many times youve that strongly lived him that way and the impact of it each time stayed with you and HOW !!!!!!!!!!
same goes with love too its not bout how lil of his presence for real that youve lived but how long and strong his love stayed with you for......
makes all the difference.....
his love for life would still be too lil of a time or a statement or conclusion to write or mention i say.....
as you live it in secs with every blink every breath you take...
all that counts, all that makes the difference and exactly why has always been the only answer without even a question...
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