Saturday 20 April 2019

Surviving and HOW !!

just when this block did strike again when you least last expected it to you think how will you even survive through it this time !!!!!!!

cause trust me charlie of the many that youve experienced through these years this one was the worst one to get over or overcome !!!!!

lands you in the worst state ever, the second time in life... same reason, the walking away.....

when you think how would you even survive and then suddenly realize its been one year now.......

how did he, he actually did and pretty easy the way it feels now....

its like realizations like these are like seeing your place right in the eye face to face kinda situation like that clear !!!!!!

and the after feels of it !!!!!!!

and then there is you this one foooolest of fools i say like for sure there is no such bigger a fool than you on the afce and everything of this or any other planet i say.....

the dreams the moments his presence that you live even for a sec with eyes shut and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it makes you feel in the moment and there you rush and go with it and unblock him away making it al the more confusing and worse for him....

cause its the opp of what and how he wnants it to be.....

to just let him be...... making it easier for him and not going with what all you feel !!!!!!!

like this time will be a full complete effort and taking all of what you feel to be just your mind acting selfish.....

to just be with what you have of him and to see feel live what you have of him was today that one beautifully magical day i swear !!!!!!!!

this is where you feeel the him from then feeel his love in moments random moments just with the sound of his music.....

this is what you have......

and that him that you had unblocked there is different...... very !!

to not run more chase no more to not wait no more.....

and to just accept it all.....

its weird charlie this one lil heart i say looks small in the smallest corner of you but can have that one massive impact on all of you i say !!!!!

this one lil organ that lives through you !!!!!!!!!

does it all i say... 


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