Tuesday 9 April 2019

the dadi moment....

like this movie with every scene was soon growing to be one of your most loved movies cause you lived most him through n through the movie.....

like visually living Him is what it tooootally felt like....

including those video calls they have just that beauuuuutifully him.....

the very first thing when you see that amworkingmywaisaaaaaaaaaawalamagiconyou rush of his in the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he watches you !!!!!!!!!

just that beauuuuuuuuuty and that same thing what what when you just knoow what it is....

to those moments of just crying out living him cause you were living his presence almost always after that long gap and then to live him live his details and the very first thing again which he always knew you would cry out all of that misseeeing to him in his presence....

to that dadi moment again living that almost same thing his dadis love for you.....

when just by helping her put the thread in the needle the waaay dadi actually tells you that she loved kittu the most in the house and after him it was you now.... and that she was making that smthing for him n you when you get married to be used in some ritual....

him standing door watching you that beauuuuuuuuutifully spend that time with dadi....

as you were bout t oleave and notice dadi struggling to put the thread in and him almost walking to the chota gate stops by turns and you ask him to wait....

spend those few mins with her as she goes on talking bout him... telling you to take care of him as she loved him and after him it was you for her.....

no wonder when dadi actually steps out of her room for you in the kicthen to help you make that 4-5  hour long sheeera it actually surpises almost every one..... again that grandparent love too you missed out on cause yours were too busy using away all their love for the "grandsons" in the family and not the daughters.....

like to just be loved by dadi even be it for those rarest of few times was smthing else....

it was like you were liiving versions of love with him you never knew bout or lived before.....

the waaaaaay just hearing dadi talk bout him and then watching him stand there folding his hands away standing his signature one leg crossed way and that one smileeeeeeee......

once done as you walk upto him the waaaay he was that curious to know what dadi was talking bout cause just by your face he did know it was smthing to do with him.... cause you looke dhappy listening to her.....

it was the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he would just know just by your face your facial expressions what it was bout !!

just by your face.....

dadi was also the first one to know bout you n him.....

cause the initial intro was like chachi knowing bout as he did tell her.... but that day his fufu was at home too and in dadis room and that day when you were being introduced as sonis friend to everyone just by the way he was looking at you talking to the rest dadi did guess already....

and she did mention the same to chachi and from her to him and the waaaaaay he tells you bout it.....

like saying how could they know just by the way he was looking at you !!!!!!!!

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling when he would that adooooooooooooorably end up questioning things like these.....

ab uskuuu kyaaaaaaaaa bolnaaaaaaaaaa the waaaaaaaaay he would just watch you - smthingelse !!!!!!!

llike obvsly anybody liek anybody at all would know how much he truly TRULY loved you !!!!!!

howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tumaaaaaaaaaaaaari zorkiiiiiiiiiiii yaaaaaaaaaad ariiiii miyaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 



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