love they say is beautiful like all things good bad and beautiful.... but its a completely different thing or level when it reaches that absurd madness when you find looooooove even in the discovering of an infection.....
yes absolute madness i say !!
last few weeks that one struggle to find peace of mind just the waaay it was making you feel weirder by the day.... ignoring it all bout yourself not washing your hair sticking it in a bun and staying that one standard way no matter where you go even for the meets like that one standard..... and only last week do you realize after you start washing this weird feel in the hair like feels weirdly sticky even after the wash you take it to be not cleansed good enough and ignore it.....
with days it only gets worse.....
finally today head to the salon hoping some professional wash will solve it and as you discuss it with the female stylist there she suggests you to dscuss it with the head stylist there and as the stylist checks suggests you to see a dermatologist instead.... like get a wash done and if it still dosnt do good then its a must....
through the wash that one weird feeeeling what must have gone wrong and that one sound as there was one ear plugged in as per usual and that one sound from out as they play some plalist.....
that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him.....
as it was an instrumental chillout track.....
shut the eyes away with her still talking or asking you smthing you lose yourself to everything him....
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it just takes you back in time to those moments of living that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him driving around with that one standrad expression of his hiding away from the sun and then smiling beech beech mein knowing you were lost in him.......
to that one look from him and that one pulllllllllllllllllll closer to him and that one signature first chummi of his over your naak......
its like through that one track playing you felt him the MOST like you could almost see him for real kinda felt him for real....
and the sec the track was done that obvious first thing you had to had to know was which track was i and she calls someone over and they say it as some random playlist on youtube playing and you insist on that one song that was just playing and some lady had changed it ad they had no clue bout......
to once done and it still felt the same and that meant finding a derma and google it and as you type it that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that was the start of it !!!!!!!!!!!!
finding a derma......
this is howwwwwwww and when some infection becomes love in complete sense of the word or situation i say......
back then your uneven skin did in a way lead to him..... thatw as when he first shared his number with you in the most adooooooooooooooorable way saying if incase you get lost you can call him and ask where exactly it was....
howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee even writing it now this one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling how onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy YOU were missed i say abiiiiiiiiii k abiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes absolute madness i say !!
last few weeks that one struggle to find peace of mind just the waaay it was making you feel weirder by the day.... ignoring it all bout yourself not washing your hair sticking it in a bun and staying that one standard way no matter where you go even for the meets like that one standard..... and only last week do you realize after you start washing this weird feel in the hair like feels weirdly sticky even after the wash you take it to be not cleansed good enough and ignore it.....
with days it only gets worse.....
finally today head to the salon hoping some professional wash will solve it and as you discuss it with the female stylist there she suggests you to dscuss it with the head stylist there and as the stylist checks suggests you to see a dermatologist instead.... like get a wash done and if it still dosnt do good then its a must....
through the wash that one weird feeeeling what must have gone wrong and that one sound as there was one ear plugged in as per usual and that one sound from out as they play some plalist.....
that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him.....
as it was an instrumental chillout track.....
shut the eyes away with her still talking or asking you smthing you lose yourself to everything him....
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it just takes you back in time to those moments of living that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him driving around with that one standrad expression of his hiding away from the sun and then smiling beech beech mein knowing you were lost in him.......
to that one look from him and that one pulllllllllllllllllll closer to him and that one signature first chummi of his over your naak......
its like through that one track playing you felt him the MOST like you could almost see him for real kinda felt him for real....
and the sec the track was done that obvious first thing you had to had to know was which track was i and she calls someone over and they say it as some random playlist on youtube playing and you insist on that one song that was just playing and some lady had changed it ad they had no clue bout......
to once done and it still felt the same and that meant finding a derma and google it and as you type it that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that was the start of it !!!!!!!!!!!!
finding a derma......
this is howwwwwwww and when some infection becomes love in complete sense of the word or situation i say......
back then your uneven skin did in a way lead to him..... thatw as when he first shared his number with you in the most adooooooooooooooorable way saying if incase you get lost you can call him and ask where exactly it was....
howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee even writing it now this one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling how onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy YOU were missed i say abiiiiiiiiii k abiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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