when you almost forgot how to write or blog here like you literally have to fill in the details before you can get on with writing !!!!!!!
soooo yah !!!!!!!
not sure when you did fall asleep still reading and again in that state when you can still hear his music playing like you know you are not fully asleep..... and just bout to turn and change side when you feel that push on your back.... like it wasnt gentle but that strong and sudden....
like you feel the push move you and that one soundddddddd of him....
and you try to give space and as you do keep turning real slow like making sure you dont make any sudden moves and also that neeeeed to jsut seeee him....
and as you turn that same push stronger much this time...
and that sound of his again the waaaay he was making those restless sounds that he used to back then when he was trying to settle on your lap finding that one comfy spot so he could lay over with that comfy spot....
and he used to make those happy adoooorable restless sounds but this one sounded different the waay he moves you again like you could feeel his shoulder like trying to move making space closer to you like keeps moving you and moves closer to you.....
like he was literally making that corner for himself moving you lil by lil....
and as you move the waaay the direction he was pushing you in that one sound of his a he comes closer to you that one restless sound like he was in some sort of discomfort liek a bad dream that he was having or smthing that was disturbing troubling him...... and he was looking for that corner closer to you just so he could be.... those sounds growing and you try to move some more to the complete other corner close to the wall just sooo he could be closer and mroe comfortable...
and as you move where you cant move any more back than you were at the way he that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully moves his body in a way relaxing it like you knowww phail ke sonaa...... all this while you dont open your eyes again thats ame struggle from making those sudden moves or opening your eyes dhadaaam se and he disappears.....
so you do your best eyes shut and just gooo with that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that beauuuuuuuuuutiful of his presence..... and as he comes closer the waaay you could feel him laying his arms over you his leg over like he was setting himself free knda position of his.... and that restless sound again like you could feeel his touch feeeeeel his leg arms over you his smell but couldnt actually touch him yoruself.....
and that one sound of his again and you try to move your hand just sooo you oculd feeel him and the sec you touch him the waaaaaaaaaaay he brings his head closer and you just bee with your hand in his hair..... and the waaaaay he comes closer and that one beautiful whisper of his sound saying smthing and you try to move to go closer just so you could hear him..... and he says smthing again and you couldnt hear him again go a bit closer....
happens more than 4-5 times and evrytime you go closer that one beautiful whisper of his voice again telling you smthing and you go closer this time almost on the dge of the bed just bout to fall and you wake up...
the very first thing even more impoirtant than what he was telling you was that one thought if he is okay !!!!!!!!!
soooo yah !!!!!!!
not sure when you did fall asleep still reading and again in that state when you can still hear his music playing like you know you are not fully asleep..... and just bout to turn and change side when you feel that push on your back.... like it wasnt gentle but that strong and sudden....
like you feel the push move you and that one soundddddddd of him....
and you try to give space and as you do keep turning real slow like making sure you dont make any sudden moves and also that neeeeed to jsut seeee him....
and as you turn that same push stronger much this time...
and that sound of his again the waaaay he was making those restless sounds that he used to back then when he was trying to settle on your lap finding that one comfy spot so he could lay over with that comfy spot....
and he used to make those happy adoooorable restless sounds but this one sounded different the waay he moves you again like you could feeel his shoulder like trying to move making space closer to you like keeps moving you and moves closer to you.....
like he was literally making that corner for himself moving you lil by lil....
and as you move the waaay the direction he was pushing you in that one sound of his a he comes closer to you that one restless sound like he was in some sort of discomfort liek a bad dream that he was having or smthing that was disturbing troubling him...... and he was looking for that corner closer to you just so he could be.... those sounds growing and you try to move some more to the complete other corner close to the wall just sooo he could be closer and mroe comfortable...
and as you move where you cant move any more back than you were at the way he that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully moves his body in a way relaxing it like you knowww phail ke sonaa...... all this while you dont open your eyes again thats ame struggle from making those sudden moves or opening your eyes dhadaaam se and he disappears.....
so you do your best eyes shut and just gooo with that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that beauuuuuuuuuutiful of his presence..... and as he comes closer the waaay you could feel him laying his arms over you his leg over like he was setting himself free knda position of his.... and that restless sound again like you could feeel his touch feeeeeel his leg arms over you his smell but couldnt actually touch him yoruself.....
and that one sound of his again and you try to move your hand just sooo you oculd feeel him and the sec you touch him the waaaaaaaaaaay he brings his head closer and you just bee with your hand in his hair..... and the waaaaay he comes closer and that one beautiful whisper of his sound saying smthing and you try to move to go closer just so you could hear him..... and he says smthing again and you couldnt hear him again go a bit closer....
happens more than 4-5 times and evrytime you go closer that one beautiful whisper of his voice again telling you smthing and you go closer this time almost on the dge of the bed just bout to fall and you wake up...
the very first thing even more impoirtant than what he was telling you was that one thought if he is okay !!!!!!!!!
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