No wonder!!!!!

 When late at nights working on something and you rethink bout morning moments of living him in your waking state and HOW with the himversions routine lately the waaaaaays you feel him and that you it transforms you into post it it always made you wonder how what it’s even bout!!!!

It’s only today as you rush into one with no dream of his like al or night there was that one waiiiiit in you to the next moemnt after the chummi of his in the car like you were literally hoping waitijggggggg for the continuation of the dream……and with no dream of his today you realise it’s not just your mind alone cause if it was there would’ve been today too cause that’s HOW BAD you wanted him beyond that moment!!!!!!!

And he doesn’t!!!!!

Obvious second thing with this rush still in you to get into a workout and through Sean pual playlist enrique happens and that one beauuuuuuuuuuuty the second the track plays that one beauuuuuuuty I swear every single time and as you start the himversions shutting your eyes away there he was his white collared gym tee and chaddis post workout holding your hand making you sit down on the floor and asking you to stretch post workouts this was day or two in love….

And shows you how to stretch and you just watch him move straightens legs one leg folded twisting the back arms away and you still lost in thatbeauuuuty of him the way he moves turning to the side and watches you watching him and yhat smile that one smiiiiiile of his as you lean over to see him from the other side too and he keeps adooooooorably getting mad at you dekhri ka stretch kar karely!!!!!

And finally once done you get off he gets and comes closer raises both his arms up flexing the arms away and comes a lil closer and that sudden wild rushhhhhhhhhhh through you and you look around and checking if somebody was around and the way he chuckles away that adooooorably seeing you in that state…..commenting ghoori tho aisa he hota phir!!!!!

And this posture of his he used to do that often like you are working out doing something and he would lift both his arms up and stretch his back and then watch your expression over it smile away and go back to what he was doing!!!! N

It was like he already knew you by your core what makes you feel what and how!!!!!

Any detail to everything bout you he knew that early of knowing you like known you forever kinda vibe!!!!

It was beautiful!!!!!

Today living that moennt eyes shut and that sudden twist touch over your waist as you move the torso to stretch your legs out in this new move…….from the waist to upper back like that one strong feeeeeel of rough move over you……and this one stance always raising your neck up and that very feeeeeeel of him like suddenly that rush in your heartbeat just like his presence used to to suddenly you were all hot…….as crazy as this sounds cause post workout and moves you already were sweating bad but this was different felt that strongly different…..

Like that sudden shift in you!!!!!

It’s this wild free himside of you that comes alive every single time post these……..it’s this different you that you can feel the before and after that strongly in your mind in your body  your skin like it all flows differently through you…

Cause it’s THAT much him that you feeeel the most feeeling every inch and second of you away and HOW!!!!!!

It’s still absolutely inasanely beautiful madness state of mind to the waaaaaaaays you feel him over you every move every part of you it’s surreal!!!! 

Sing miyaaaa if you only knew how only you are being missed away!!!!!!!

Slightest bhi if he had the idea I swear kabhi lagtaa there should be something in the air something that conveys it away nai…!

Still hot still rushed this beautiful himglow today just like those post opera moments checking yoruself out and feeeeeling this happy seeing that rush of him still all over your face apart from the color of his love…!