Words…

 When you just can’t stop re reading his words with the sound of him saying them in his voice echoing away with each line……

Everytime you are a lil drunk even with one drink down and there’s always that urge need to hear him call and just call him away like you did back then too and don’t can’t anymore……

There’s this feel charlie who hota nai aisa kabhi for a second he didn’t and that feel kabhi hua nai uskuu ittiii zorse feel to jsut just like that do it away!!!!!!

When with each and every line him telling you too that he missed you too as you tell him with a lot of fear in saying it out and that very same second he says it too actually I was missing you too……

Like there are some lines you just keep re reading again n again cause of the way his voice and sound saying it in your ears now makes you feel…

Kaatlena Teri yaad ayi kidhar hai tu and his Whatsup every single time takes you back to the moment at his Versova space as you watch the ocean or sea it is standing there waiting for him to come out and then take you home…and the sound of him the first thing he says whaaaaaatsup in that signrayire style of his!!!!!!!

Ever since then it’s always been his voice that the word whatsup comes along with……

Now reading it too his words with his voice that moemnt that feeeeel of being able to hear from him something as basic as message from him now feels like sucha big deal!!!!!!!

Strange strange feeeeels right now your mind is experiencing right now!!!!!!!

Suddenly nai this thing how from that close to almost there did you suddenly land here……the way he says your face must be red by now like he knew exactly what used to make you feel certain ways jsut by the words of his…

Like it was just yesterday you remember that conversation that moemnt this clear!!!!!!!

What to even!!!!!!!!