Him!!!!!

 How could a place make you that fullllll of him and yet that empty at the same time!!!!!!!

This habit of your friend of leaving you morning voice nites and stuff and every single time also getting mad at you for not replying to the morning texts!!

There has been this silent pact with him of certain things that you slmehow with time have only managed to keep that with him just him…and with his absence it never happened again morning messages or calls is also one of those things……you just canttt!!!!!

Being there getting the place to sit ordering some bruschetta and telling your mom you had to take some urgent work call and get away on your own to the edge of the place where you could live the lake from the closest almost leaning over to the other side…

Sitting there with his music playing looking around and feeling him the most!!!!

There were these huge gorgeoussssss trees as you move in circles under the tree that one beauuuuutoful feeeel of just living him watching you as you live the beaut of the trees…..

It’s like lilst of visuals of him to the touch sense scent and taste of him more importantly rushes through you cause madly enough that was could’ve been the very first place you tasted him for the first time ever…!

It’s like suddenly you were happy just happy with that full of him roaming around in those corners of that space and walking back suddenly that empty too!!

There were mostly couples all around with some small family get together on one side and this one empty bench space that had the golden sunset falling and spreading that golden light over it…magic it was when the second you see that spot with that golden sunset color al over it the very first thing was that track of his golden sunset by Marga sol not sure if it was his song or the track you lived him with……the way it always used to bring back those moments of living that beauuuuuty of him at his Dd space looking for some movie over the laptop and smiiiiling away knowing you were again lost in him and HOW!!!!!

That day when wity that weird feel of mush all around you look to that one corner and with that sunset lit sparkling all over it brings that track and with it Him along from that moment the way that moennt somehow felt complete fataaak se…