Wired up!!!!

 These are not things you do intentionally it’s just the way you are wired up!!!!

These signs these moments dreams sound of his voice these lilst of conversations you have wit him and some quote or the other you randomly come across that sort of defines out what you are feeling cause post that moemnt it sometimes has you questioning your own state of mind…….

Like how’s it possible to live his prsence have him standing there across the room near the door in the waking state in your sober most state……..

At the studio in places n spaces to live moments like these to still see him look for him and not really caring about the other faces it’s not something you do intentionally it’s somehow now with time it’s the way you are wired up it’s always been this way……..

In that moment I swear charlie the level of happiness or something more beautiful than that that you experience out of nowhere is beyond logics…

It’s also when you keep re realising what and how much he meant to you in your life…what his presence his mere presence meant to you!!!!!!!!

Even writing it now reliving it now shutting your eyes for a bit and reliving that very moment ayyyaaaaaaaaa something else!!!!!

He is that most beauuuuutifullest version of magic n wonder in human form…!