Wiiild in the head!!!!!

 Since 2 days having to be at a film studio set for some fittings for this actor who has repeatedly messed up with the collab taking outfits after insisting repeatedly and then avoiding the deliverables and post this shoot requests you to style and direct this final shoot for deliverables as per ur requirement so you had to be there and the second you are there looking around and realising how much of effort and hard work goes behind in making a film which he used to talk about that often and by the end of it it’s that easier for the public to decide the fate of it in easy words hit or flip!!!!!

To these conversations with him about you being on the set of his film and yih tell him you would love to and he nods away saying a no and adds that he would love you to be at the premises not on set cause he doesn’t like the crowd himself and the stares since past days at the location say it all away!!!!!

To just seeing his work updates and it swells your heart away with that much pride with the recent one being of honey your used to choice of music back then is his latest work stuff it’s like reliving his talks all over again bout his passion and love for it…

To this other side charlie and you’ve always felt this this thing bout intimacy feeling like this whilole feeeeel of being feeeeling like a woman in these ways like you see a zillion people around stares and stuff and a zillion more faces and with it being this long not having felt and lived this side of loving someone by touch smell taste and sense for real it’s but natural to feel it by slightest of something but never for once be it anybody or any visual did this ever happen but just anything to evrythung to do with him it only comes along and howwwwww!!!!!

This time it was after a very long time with these tracks the waaaays it did bring back those lilst of moments lived similar to the words from the tracks that you somehow never relived until now the way those deep down hidden away moments have come alive and how!!!!!!

Like left you thissssssss wild in the head like you are struggling to look behave pretend to be normal on the outside it’s that neeeed to just be away from it all and live this side of you or just wait till it feels normal…..but for that you need to find something else to listen to and stop listening to these on loop but charlie honestly to relive these moments with this tracks was something you somehow almost forgot cause the waaaaay they did bring back the nuances of the meets nuances of his facial expressions his body movements and transitions this clearly lilst moment after moemnt again writwig it now ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this mind I swear!!!!!!!!!