Day today!!!!!

 Some sounds along with some memories this thing they can do away to your mind is beyond logics!!!!

Sooo yahhh!!!!

Dates on the calendar again something that feels like yesterday….

First Holi with him…!

Picks you up from your place at his place with his sister and her friends around and you stand a lil away and just watch over and the way he comes closer with this water pipe all over you and just watches you even as you write now that one look in his eyes as he stands there doing that like all that while he was running around playing around laughing around and suddenly he just stands there with that one stare and the way it immediately makes you feel away and you just nod away saying a no and that smiiiiiiile after nodding you back and smiiiiiiling some more and this also was another thing you loooooooved bout him apart from the zillion other things the way he just knew by the stare by the look by the smile a wordless conversation in the middle of it all and would know it all away just like that!!!!!

Gets back to playing beech beech mein looking back at you it was different charlie that entire day was different and he felt it too cause that was another first time feeeels you’d shared with him…

To you wanting to change as they were almost done and it was too cold by then…..and you were bout to head over to his sister for some changes inside out and he stops and takes you along to his room from the back door shows you the door how to lock both of them gives the shampoo his towel and asks you to pick anything you wanted to wear of his…..but gives you his chaddis the one you always used to comment on at the gym cause it used to make one funny nose everytime he would walk around gives it and then that smile chummi on forehead and rushes out still screaming don’t forget to lock both the doors……

It felt different and he had already felt the same his chaddis his towel in his room and the way he treated you it’s that feeeeeeeeeel charlie that beauuuutful mix of feeeeeel for the first time when you felt something more than the regular moments of love with him first time also when feeling it away you felt the safest in the world like that one corner of your life one space of your life the way it can make you feel like nothing else prolly can…

This night this state of mind now suddenly with this sound!!!!!!!!!

This missing ekdum se if he only had the slightest bhi idea charlie I swear!!!!!!!!