Sound of his voice….!

 His voice too charlie!!!!!!! All things loooooove I say!!!!!!

And how you looooooved his voice too!!!!!!

Like you were still that scared to see him call back but him he just got worried cause you never called him directly never!!!!!

U say something or something it was and first question how many drinks down you were and chuckles away that adoooorably and adds he was about to hang up after knowing you were ok but that was the first time you drunk and he heard you drunk and he didn’t want to miss out on that too…..as much as you remember of that call you weren’t talking aisa waisa but the way it just made him that happy cause he could hear you that way share that side of you with him……u remember it was a long call cause you almost fell asleep between the call and from calling you Shriya are you there are you there he for once went karely you slept and just smiled after saying it and that woke you up and that he didn’t expect cause the first thing he asked was what did you hear all that while and you don’t mention that…….

It was weirdly beautiful like reconnecting and yet!!!!!!

It’s like he was showing you wanting you back and yet hiding away that very thing from you like always in meets his actions saying otherwise and him over distance something else…….

Somethjngs you don’t wanna write out like to not go that side of the story!!!!!!!

Soooo yeahhhhhh today in that moment it makes you realise ting boljeeeee how he is always in that control that he never ever did something like that…..there were times post bup post his movie shoot messages chats he would mention how there were times when he was that close to calling you up when drunk and then didn’t and you end up asking how does he control himself when drunk!!!!!!!

Cause that’s definitely not your forte and isliye there’s never a social drinking strictly beyond a beer max!!!!!!

Writing it now reliving it now ya no how come he never did not even once!!!!!!!!