The Youday…!

 Soooooo yaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!

So today with no dream and still that one moment of him from yesterday playing on loop on your mind like everytime you blink that moemnt is right there with a zillion questions along if that for real then why this!!!!!!! Cause that moment was that real like he was literally there there in that moment with you like you could hear him smell him and ofcourse feel him that for really real kinda real……even after the waking up like you had that strong sense of him same way over your forehead your nose and that chummi felt that real with that beauuuutiful echo of his voice……

To today watching some weirdly horror movie almost quiet place something cause that’s always been your version of love of horrro watching anything alienish since bachpan!!!!!

Like you have the slowest volume possible rc in hand right there over the mute button just in case it gets more scary at the edge of the couch and suddenly towards the kitchen across the room there was this flash of a moemnt that played right there in your wide waking state backdrop being his Dd space with that spirited away visual as the backdrop that he had back then his table and you being at the door and he was right there looking at you waiting for you to walk to him smiling away that one smile that alwaaaaays felt like magnet zoooooooop bolke pulling you closer to him in less than a second and off n away from everything else like he was literally right there and you blink and you look around couldn’t find him………

It was weird but it was beauuuuuuuuuuutiful charlie cause it literally made you feeel him live him his prsence from that very space in that very moment and who bhi all this when you are wide awake with no absolute daru also on your system !!!!

How what why you still wonder call it Youday magic or call it that’s how crazy your mind is feeeelinf lately missing him that much away!!!!!!