been waaay too long prolly the first time having been this long for been off writing !!
like ittaa long ki you actually sit and look at the screen unsure of where and most of how to start.....
like that long ki you actually struggle to write a few words down....
that was the impact of his presence after years that one realization of him that close to you and you couldnt hold touch or even live his presence from up close......
like that one moment practically changed away a lottaa things in you...
that much ki you alone werent the one that noticed that change in you........
cause it sure was a change after the longest time ever !!
cause you did see him after the longest time EVER !!!!!!!!
to say the least you couldnt even smell his presence for real, leave alone touch or hold or chummi like that still feels like the biggest deal ever !!!!!!!!
EVER !!!!!!!!!!!
but to just even smell his presence breathe the same air to live his presence from a lil closer like making you realize that change......
did leave a lot change a lot in you....
land you back in that state of mind you dint want to be in......
but smtimes you gottaa go a lil away to know where you feel the closest to.... to know which is that place you truly belong where is it that you truly belong... you gottaa be a lil away a lil farther you go the closer you get to where you actually belong...
and exactly what did happen with you too......
its also that thing charlie when you sort of question your own belief bout a certain smthing like maybe its weird i know but its just that thing cause youve never been really really away for that long like for even a week so you think maybe its cause you see his places live him here in familiar places is why you feeel live him that much.....
and its only being away did make you realize a lot of things and just like this one video that felt like one continuation of a Youday today.... did mention that thing bout acceptance the thing that connects sorts us out...
to just understand and accept !!
like ittaa long ki you actually sit and look at the screen unsure of where and most of how to start.....
like that long ki you actually struggle to write a few words down....
that was the impact of his presence after years that one realization of him that close to you and you couldnt hold touch or even live his presence from up close......
like that one moment practically changed away a lottaa things in you...
that much ki you alone werent the one that noticed that change in you........
cause it sure was a change after the longest time ever !!
cause you did see him after the longest time EVER !!!!!!!!
to say the least you couldnt even smell his presence for real, leave alone touch or hold or chummi like that still feels like the biggest deal ever !!!!!!!!
EVER !!!!!!!!!!!
but to just even smell his presence breathe the same air to live his presence from a lil closer like making you realize that change......
did leave a lot change a lot in you....
land you back in that state of mind you dint want to be in......
but smtimes you gottaa go a lil away to know where you feel the closest to.... to know which is that place you truly belong where is it that you truly belong... you gottaa be a lil away a lil farther you go the closer you get to where you actually belong...
and exactly what did happen with you too......
its also that thing charlie when you sort of question your own belief bout a certain smthing like maybe its weird i know but its just that thing cause youve never been really really away for that long like for even a week so you think maybe its cause you see his places live him here in familiar places is why you feeel live him that much.....
and its only being away did make you realize a lot of things and just like this one video that felt like one continuation of a Youday today.... did mention that thing bout acceptance the thing that connects sorts us out...
to just understand and accept !!
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