when all you wanna do is write and you struggle to keep up with the powercuts.....
some nites i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this one feeeeel of some days a lil extra than the usual ones......
like this used to missing him and then are some days that are different than the rest of the misseeeings.....
yesterday watchign those videos of his on loop like hoping all that while they get even more busy with more topics just soooooooo you could live him for longer in those videos n moments of his.....
again that same looooooooove for anything him.....
to just live him in some way anyway be it in his music and yesterday it was his videos and visuals.....
that another pic of the marine drive again one of those places and that one wish after watching wake up sid.....
that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling you were filled up with after living him in those moments of his !!!!!!!!!
that immediate urgency to just hold him and chummmiiiiiiii away his mind......
this very same thing that you miss the most be it living for real or atleast watching it over on his insta now that he has blocked you there too......
this same looooove back then to live him in and through moments of his own.....
him watching yaha waha and then to live that beauuuuuuutiful transformatin of his when smthing catches his attention and he would just stay looking at it and you lost in all him.....
the way if he is amused by it that oen beauuuutiful transformation and if he finds it funny that one adoooooooooooorable expression and only after lving it for a bit he would turn to you asking you if you saw that too..... then look at you and realize you were lost in your most looooooooved visual !!!!!
Him........
maybe you always knew you had to save up those lilst of him in lilst of moments for nites years like these.....
some nites i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this one feeeeel of some days a lil extra than the usual ones......
like this used to missing him and then are some days that are different than the rest of the misseeeings.....
yesterday watchign those videos of his on loop like hoping all that while they get even more busy with more topics just soooooooo you could live him for longer in those videos n moments of his.....
again that same looooooooove for anything him.....
to just live him in some way anyway be it in his music and yesterday it was his videos and visuals.....
that another pic of the marine drive again one of those places and that one wish after watching wake up sid.....
that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling you were filled up with after living him in those moments of his !!!!!!!!!
that immediate urgency to just hold him and chummmiiiiiiii away his mind......
this very same thing that you miss the most be it living for real or atleast watching it over on his insta now that he has blocked you there too......
this same looooove back then to live him in and through moments of his own.....
him watching yaha waha and then to live that beauuuuuuutiful transformatin of his when smthing catches his attention and he would just stay looking at it and you lost in all him.....
the way if he is amused by it that oen beauuuutiful transformation and if he finds it funny that one adoooooooooooorable expression and only after lving it for a bit he would turn to you asking you if you saw that too..... then look at you and realize you were lost in your most looooooooved visual !!!!!
Him........
maybe you always knew you had to save up those lilst of him in lilst of moments for nites years like these.....
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