Wednesday 31 July 2019

Visuals...

on your way back them still talking and you in your own lil world of him.....

and this one time your friend gives you her fone asking you to see some design on instagram...

and that one loudest tinggggggg that rings through you !!!!!

one look at them busy talking you lean over a lil more towrds the window side and get on his page to see if at all you that one pic is posted of his......

and that one beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of his mind like that veryyyyy moment seeing that video that one highest hoped wish i say to chummmiiiiiiii his forehead his mind awaaaaay that very moment tabi k tabi.....

watch it over n over again.....

controlling your expressions like you literally struggled to hold back your expressions but that one khushiiiiiiiiiii jsut seeing that video and hoping if only you were the cycle or bike wala that passesby in the video just soooo you could see him get a glimpse of him even be it for a moment.....

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of his mind tooo i tell you !!!!!!1

the lights blinking that beauuuuuuutifully insync with the tune of the sound the sound of the piano keys or whatever instrument it was....

piano most definitely.....

as the key plays in the song so does the lights blinking one signal type of light in one corner and the other being of the cars passing by..... and it was raining makes the lights  that beauuutifully blur.....

dont get the song initially as it was a rap one and that difficult to understand but that one strong neeeeeeeeeed to just knowwwwwwwww which song it was as a line goes she dont cry no more and 2009 no more....

when you finally in the last attempt of watching it i guess you get the words and the very first thing to google the google out of google only followed later on....

quickly watch the other one as it had a bird as the main cover.....

and as you play ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him only in the video i swear !!!!!!!!!!!

its him watching him him filming him kinda beauuuuuuuuty it was.....

again with the rains adding that bit of beauuuty to simon n garfunkel track playing and the one thing that added that bit of magic was one hashtag saying bluebird..... ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa again him i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if only he knew him being the most beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful humanbird!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how much HOW MUCH he is being missed not just everyday but also more with every single drop of rain as it falls......

its like he is living his moment of nostalgia with what so ever memory it could be and there is you living him with every single drop of rain as it rains.....

its like two worlds same visuals.....

yesterday as it was drizzling watching the birds sway across the sky and that feeeeeeel of him and theer was him with that almost exact similar video there calling it nostalgia.....

that one weird madness ting in your mind what if he too was living you in that very moment as it rained......

to make it all the more beauuuuuuuuuuuuutifully worse the location says Versova...

that one place that one name and just you knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww what and HOW it makes you still feeel everytime you come across it kaise bhiii !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the waaaay it almost felt like sharing the same vibes in two different locations.... and yet tied together !!

even as you feeeeeeel that ajeeeb si beauuuutiful vibe watching those two over n over again that one self talk mode happening on the inside mad you are !!!!!!!

but smthings you cant help charlie just cant help !!!!!!!!

the waaaaaaaaaay it that beauuuuuutifully strongly makes you feel that !!!!!!!!!!!!!

connected to Him...

like living the same feeel same moment even in each others absence.....

like youve always shared that smthing with him ever since the start.... like tied to him with invisible strings...

just that beauuuuuuuuuuuuutifully tied to Him !!!!!!!!

in that moment if only you could just jumppppp away into that moment and chummmiiiiiii his mind awaaaay i swear !!!!!!!!!!

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