Tuesday 30 July 2019

Holding on...

first the dream !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

last few days like  you cn feeeeel him moreee the waaaays you dream of him the more pain you feeel......

whooo hotaaa nai charlie zamaaaaaaaaaanaaaaaaaa wait kiyeeee and bas aankh jhapkiii aur uneee gayab is baaar the fatest ever again !!!!!!

like iss baaaar uneee joo biii karraaaaaa aisaa kabiii pehleee ni kiyaaa be it longest block longest time no seeeeeeeeeee cccccccccc noooooooooo seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee CCCCCCCCC nooooooooo seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............... to longest time unblocked to longest time havent heard seeen him to the fastet time limit of unblocing n blocking back!!!!!!!!

like that fraction window of the block made you feeel even worse !!!!!!!!!

lieke poooraaa ajeeeeeb waliii bucket mein dooobaaaaaaa diyaaaaaaaaaaaa bhuchuuuuuuuk bolkeeeeee..........

ek second mein.....

like abiii thooo You too take care sochuuu boluuuu aur gayabbbb!!!!!!!!

like for that one sec t made you shut yoru eeys and recall if it did happen for real was he there for real or again for the godzilliontentime you were dreaming.....

but naiii uneee actual meinn ayaaaaaaaaaa aur zooooooooooopest bolkeeeeee gayab biii.....

matlab olyyyy thing would beee imagine just imagineeee charlie uskuuu merseeeeeee kitttteeeeeeeeeee higheeeeets levelll kiiii whooo this word aaaj suniiii gallleeeeeeeeeeziyaaat hai merseee ki fataaaaaaaaaaak seee block maaaraaa......

witout wasting even a singel sec more..... fataaaaaaak seee gayaaab1

imge the level of galeeeezyaaat merseeee!!!!!!!

this was what was runine through ur mind makin you feeeeeel even moreeeee galeeeeeezyaaaaaaat wala wortest!!!!!

like aisaaaaa meiiii kyaaaaaa kariii ki uskuuuuuuu merseeee aisaaa kyaaaaaaa huaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

with days passing by it only keeept getting worse wit that feeeeeeeeel of his picture.....

like whooooooooo din thaaaaaaaaaaaa that much looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove of his uskeeee us jackeeet mei liptaaa huaa.....

eve now shut yoru eyes and teh waaaaaaaaaaaaay that moment that meeet that touch that holding him still this clear like it was jst yesterday..........

to just seeeeee him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that wiat in your eyes to just seeeeeeeeee him that first sec you seeee him after that long ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa smeeeeeeeeethings you writeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after that long kateeeeeeeeee howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tumaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaari aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaj jittttiiiiiiiiiiiiiii yaaaaaaaaaaaad ariiiiiiiiiiii aisiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii pehleeeeeeeeeeee kabiiiiiiiiiiiii iteeeeeeeeee saloooooooooo mein nai ayiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii aaaaaaaaaaj abiiiiiiiiiiiiiii this very second i saaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ab thooooooooooooo tumkuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu meriiiiii cheeeek biii sunai denaaaaa i say misssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu waliiiiiiiiiiiii abi k abiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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