Tuesday 30 July 2019

The Holding on 2!!

soooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!1

last few days and the more reliving it was hurting you like literally cosing you that weird pain that dont just feel in one corner but all of you like you can feeeeeeeeeel it ws hurting.....

like there was that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of the same him the same smiliar jacket and that evening......

wne he comes down to see you ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lift keee baars mein seee uneeeeee pooori daaaaaaadi that jacket of his his beauuuuuuutiful messy hair and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one happppppppppppy high shyyy waliiiiiiiiiis smileeeeeeeeeeeeee o fhis and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay his eyes light up the sec hee sees you...........

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa just the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he smiiiiiiiileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees that smileeeeeee with eeys that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully lit uppppppp and you fataaaaak seee open the lift fataaak even before it complletly lands and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just holds you awaaaaaaaaaaaay with that one sound of your name kareeeeeelyyyyyyyyyyy the sound of his voice the sound of the waaaaaaaaaay he says your name ike you could feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that missssseing in his voice in his touch the waaaaaaaaaaay he holds you awaaaaaaaaaay and says you name......

holds you up and awaaaaaaaaay in the air and then holds you that waaay and just watches youuuuu with that ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hisssssssssss happpppppppppppy high faceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i telllllllllllll you abiiiiiiiiii waliiiii meiii jooo uneeeee banayaaaa nai tab rehnaaaaaaaa thaaaaaaaaaa i sweaaaaaaaaaar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

tabiiiiiiiii khaaaa letiiii thiiiii but abbb sooooooooooooooooooooooooo yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah notttttttttttt going thereeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa his faceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i elll you even relving it now that viewww as you look down and seee his face seeeee him looking at you the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he was that one spot that one him and just your world........

the only place where you belong!!!!!!!!!!!

the only place you could call your world life heart love madness bachpan passion breath pure sheer madness !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everything that life comes with - HIM !!!!!!!!

like right there as you look at him and live that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling of realizing how much like kitttaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa he had become that not just part of you but all of you !!!!!!!!!!!

like that distance made you realize uneeeeeee kaisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa utttaaaaaa sab ban gayaaa thaaa c charlie.....

like how to seee him live him to be held by him to be loved by him had become your life like to just live him had become that must must in your life !!!!!!!

that you cant do without !!!!!!!

be it then or today now in this moment , smting you could never learn to be without him......

to the waaaaaaaay he just holds your hand and takes you to your steps place and trie sto hold you and pull back and just live his beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty feeeeeeeel his face his fully grown beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of the daaaaaaadi and that was the first time you felt that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of his daaaaaadi and looooooooooooooved every hair of it i say !!!!!!!!!!!!

the waaaaaaaaaay he just lets you live him be it touching every lil detail of his his lashes too his eyebrows like you were making the most of all those days that you mised out on touching feeeeeeling living him......

and that neeeeeeeed to feeeeel his daaadi for the first timeeee and as you do with your face over hsi daaaad the waaaaaaaaaaaay he chuckles awaaaaaaay that adooooooooooorably kareeeeely ticleee horaaaa and the sec he chummiiiis your nose awaaaay basssssss khalaaaaaaaas melt mode !!!!!!!!!!!!!

woooooooooooooooooosh bokkeeeeeeeee melt hooo jaaati thiii charlie.........

like until that you could just beeeeeee living him frm a diatnce but the sec he would do that bas khaaaalaaaaaas not a sec not an inch awaaaaay from him............ to just melt awaaaaaaay in him.......

wooooooooooosh bookllkeeeeeeee.............

feeeel your face over his jacket as he holds you awaaaaaaaaaay in his arms and te more it make syou hide awaaaaay in him whooooooooo feeeeeeeeeeel hotiiiiiii thiii charlie......

cheeks peee uskiii jackeeeet kaaa uskeeee seeeneeeee ka feeeeeel to just feeeeeeeel his presence that close to you and the more you write noww........ ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa utiiiiiiiiii kusshiiii hokeeeeee abiii ekdummmm yaaaad aaakeeeeee ankh seee  tapkiii.......

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ab tumaaaaaaaaraaaaaaaa seeeeeeeena yaad aaaaaakeeeeeeeeee missssed Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aisaaaaa kaikuuuuuuuuu detiallll mein yaaaad kiyeeee thoooo ekdummmmmmm seeeeeeeee aisaaaaaaaaaaaa hooo jaaataaa andaaar pooora..........




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