how do you know when do you know that now you are used to a certain shift certain experience like now maybe now it wont really make that big of a difference this time....
like how do you even get used to smthings !!
mostly the most disturbing ones and the one n only in ur life is the block.....
its maybe worse than a slap or a slamming of the door on ur face like much worse than both of these out together too...
and also smthing no matter how many zillion times youve lived it by now it always leaves that impact on you !!!!!!
always feels breaks the same !!
be it that very sec when he again does or just yesterday when there was that much to write out and you suddenly feeeeel that smthing as you write bout that very moment and how it made you feel in that moment........
its like there is that urgency to get you off to just get away from you in that very sec..... like not a sec longer not a blink longer just that rush that need to immediately get away and off you.......
how truly disgusted one needs to be of someone to be able to do that that very sec....
like he just had to update you cause maybe he did sense that in your mail that you were that worried for him and him being him that he is he just needed to let you know somehow that he is fine and also that neeeeeed to just be off you that very sec like that urgency !!!!!!
that bad ?!
like even a blink would have felt longer than the block in that moment.... like even before you make sense absorb soak away that feeeel of his presence after the longest ever and there he was gone again !!!!!!!
how do you even get used to things like these how do you what do you do that it dosnt feel this way anymore like you know how do you get used to stuff like this that whenever you feel it again it dosnt impact you the same way it used to !!
like how do you even get used to smthings !!
mostly the most disturbing ones and the one n only in ur life is the block.....
its maybe worse than a slap or a slamming of the door on ur face like much worse than both of these out together too...
and also smthing no matter how many zillion times youve lived it by now it always leaves that impact on you !!!!!!
always feels breaks the same !!
be it that very sec when he again does or just yesterday when there was that much to write out and you suddenly feeeeel that smthing as you write bout that very moment and how it made you feel in that moment........
its like there is that urgency to get you off to just get away from you in that very sec..... like not a sec longer not a blink longer just that rush that need to immediately get away and off you.......
how truly disgusted one needs to be of someone to be able to do that that very sec....
like he just had to update you cause maybe he did sense that in your mail that you were that worried for him and him being him that he is he just needed to let you know somehow that he is fine and also that neeeeeed to just be off you that very sec like that urgency !!!!!!
that bad ?!
like even a blink would have felt longer than the block in that moment.... like even before you make sense absorb soak away that feeeel of his presence after the longest ever and there he was gone again !!!!!!!
how do you even get used to things like these how do you what do you do that it dosnt feel this way anymore like you know how do you get used to stuff like this that whenever you feel it again it dosnt impact you the same way it used to !!
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