To the dream...

it was actually weird like it was nothing and yet it was beautiful cause it was all Him and THAT much of him !!!!!!!!

with the music and movie watching you slept pretty late like realllllllllllly late and there was this place like places actually with screen sort of thing like with a background like there were buildings and buildinsg around..... and you sort of jump in that scene and find him standing there getting dressed like tucking away his shirt which he never does for real in real but in the dream he was and was sort of struggling to tuck the back bit inside and you walk upto him and the way he turns around towards you wanting you to tuck in the shirt in his pants.... and as you do the way he chuckles away mentioning bout the talcum powder incident at his place where he comes bare chested and asks you to put the powder on his back before his sister like literally stands that close to your face asking you to put the powder and you jsut look at his sister and say nothing and then turns around looks at you with that why the wait kinda thing and only after looking you in the eye and your expression does he realize what he just did and that adooooooooooorably moves away to his sister saying hauu nai tu lagaa and then nods away that adooooooorably realizing what he just did.....

like even in the dream as he turns towards you in a way waning you to tuck in the shirt that very same instance it was the very exact thing that runs through your mind and there he was talking bout that same incident.... and you just stand there tucking his shirt with him talking bout it and the next thing next sec you see some other place it ws a street it was raining and late in the night with just one street light and he walks over to you bringing chai in his hand and you jus live that beauuuuuuuty of the moment like almost everything that you missed him with be it rains be it living him living that beauuuuuuty of his under the street lights or having any random simple moment with him like having chai nowhere.....

to that very next sec you were in some park with him over your lap under some tree and it was a hot day but the waaaaay the breeze and living him on your lap made it all that beautifully pleasant..... the waaaaaay as the breeze would get stronger the waaaay he would shut his eyes tighter even with his eyes closed.... like those lilst of him in those few secs to him knowing you were living him his beauuuutiful details and the waaaaaaaay all of that was making him smile.....

there were def more places like you were jumping through one place to the other livin diff versions of him almost like one dream to the other......

there was that much him like even living diff moments it still was confusing you why the timing was changing that drastically like it was just noon to morning to ekdum see late in thenight.....

where this one time you try to reach him and it almost gets night or smthing and that sudden cofusion wakes you up.....

that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling charlie after waking up with his smell still there hsi music still playing and that need to look for him like you were wide awake you knew in that very moment it all was just a dream and yet it strangely made you look for him even be it for a second yaha waha....

it was weird it was different it was that beautifully real.... like all those different versions occasions days timings were sort of givign out that vibe of living with him on different days different timings.....

its that feeeeeeeel of smthings nai charlie when you missed it all your life and you know what the reality is now and then you get to live it still get to live that side of life even be it in the dream bhi that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling that one state of mind, is beyond words and logics.....

it just did smthing that beautiful to you !!

just did......

that feeeeeeeeeeeling soon after waking up was beautiful !!!!!!!!!!