relief from a few restrictions from the lockdown and back to work....
with changings in the timing from tomo its going to be pretty early back to the hustle from tomo.....
this feeeeling now after all this set back of a time....
like so many changes seen much !!!
felt even much more !!!!!!!!!!!!!
and this need to write out this strange state of mind...... it feels weird now writing it out but its that hope maybe it feels better after you write it out like you know hoping it gets better in your mind after writing it out.....
soooooo.......
when you re realize that beauty of being his priority.....
days back seeing smthing again you shouldnt have.....
and that state of mind it lands you up in cause in your mind all these years it had you thinking he has changed with time.... its not the same him anymore....
but when you see smthing and realize he did change but not all of him, he changed with YOU !!!!!!!!
def wasnt a change of good but that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty charlie when you sort of meet that side of him its that random that lilst of things and yet you know YOU know what it meant to you.... to live that side of his, to be His priority.....
there is that beauty charlie which again he made you feel see live bout love.....
to be that beautifully important to someone like you know the way they make you feel like you are that important in life to them..... there is that beuaty in feeling that way and lot more beautiful than the feeling of being loved too.... cause that in a way is sort of that beautiful extension of feeling loved being loved by someone, to be that important to them, like you matter to them.....
anything of you matters to them.....
to think of it now writing it out feels all the more weird now......
waaaaaaay more weirder than how it felt inside your mind.....
cause its that lil and yet you know the feeeeeeeeeeeel of it !!!!!!!!!
it meant the world to you back then, to feel to being his priority..... like you know owns you kind !!
that lil and THAT beautiful !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
with changings in the timing from tomo its going to be pretty early back to the hustle from tomo.....
this feeeeling now after all this set back of a time....
like so many changes seen much !!!
felt even much more !!!!!!!!!!!!!
and this need to write out this strange state of mind...... it feels weird now writing it out but its that hope maybe it feels better after you write it out like you know hoping it gets better in your mind after writing it out.....
soooooo.......
when you re realize that beauty of being his priority.....
days back seeing smthing again you shouldnt have.....
and that state of mind it lands you up in cause in your mind all these years it had you thinking he has changed with time.... its not the same him anymore....
but when you see smthing and realize he did change but not all of him, he changed with YOU !!!!!!!!
def wasnt a change of good but that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty charlie when you sort of meet that side of him its that random that lilst of things and yet you know YOU know what it meant to you.... to live that side of his, to be His priority.....
there is that beauty charlie which again he made you feel see live bout love.....
to be that beautifully important to someone like you know the way they make you feel like you are that important in life to them..... there is that beuaty in feeling that way and lot more beautiful than the feeling of being loved too.... cause that in a way is sort of that beautiful extension of feeling loved being loved by someone, to be that important to them, like you matter to them.....
anything of you matters to them.....
to think of it now writing it out feels all the more weird now......
waaaaaaay more weirder than how it felt inside your mind.....
cause its that lil and yet you know the feeeeeeeeeeeel of it !!!!!!!!!
it meant the world to you back then, to feel to being his priority..... like you know owns you kind !!
that lil and THAT beautiful !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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