Monday 4 May 2020

Being Him......

sooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!

so you fix it yourself witout even knowing back then how to stitch but its that thing charlie cause he that badly wanted you to wear it and you couldnt cause your mom wasnt sure how to fix it and it had to be given to the tailor but you just had to do it for him to just see him happy wearing smthing his.....

and you add the extra stitches somehow and wear it.....

and that day his face to just see you......

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today too you do the same only this time to fill up his absence..........................

wear it and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeling the sec you do !!!!!!!!!!!!!

that very same sec your manager calls you over for lunch as she really wanted you to be there.....

still getting ready as usual to the sound of his music and that sudden sound like you had his niladri playing but the sound of the sitar was from out rush out and it was the Priority by niladri.....

playing somewhere oopar and the moment of magic was it was raining.....

like you can only imagine charlie with all that much missing since the morning already cause it was a niladri dream with Him..... to that feeeeel of being Him to the sight n feeeeeeeeeel of him with baaarish and all this to find someone playing priority around......

it def sounded on a good sound system like suddenly it was allllllllllllllll n much much more HIM that was rushing jumping skiing all of that n more through you !!!!!!!!!!!

like you could feel it in your heartbeat.....

rush back in and take a selfie.....

that neeeed to just put it up and you notice the bags around n stuff to that sudden thought cause it now seemed wrong putting it up as dp with him on your list.....

knowing him with, it just seemed wrong and then next ting he wouldnt even know its His that you were wearing if he sees it even.....

and you dodge the bags put it up anyway......

its this charlie youve always seen it just adds smthing to your face even with biggest face on planet it just adds that smthing be Him......

like it shows on your face like you may take a zillion selfies which you dont but whoo hotaaa nai uskaaaa kuch pehno live that vibe of being Him and it like always transforms you away just like that !!!!!!!!!!!

in a second !!!!!!!!!!!!!






even looking at it now, khushi i tell you you dont need big things.... you just gotta find your real happiness in life like you know know it in your heart ki bas this is it, this is what this is who what means the real khushi to you in life.... rest all are things you just flow in life with, like you know the add ons and not the THE khushi !!!!!!!!!

HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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