Monday 4 May 2020

Being Him...

first the moment when you just wanted to wear smthing anything Him.....

cause a start like that one to the day today it was that need to live him feel him more from those days.....

feel his love more......

and when you miss that part of missing him the only way it sort of makes up for his absence makes you allows you to live n feel his love for you from back then is by wearing smthing Him....

and past few months you couldnt wear cause of the weight gain....

today you try his blue kurta that he had got for you from bombay....

and it fits nd more importantly fits you that loose.....

it was a moment ultimate happiness cause since the weight gain the only thing that was troubling you that bad was his clothes werent fitting you anymore.....

and today to see it fit that fine you fix it yourself.....

as you put those extra sticthes at the back that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful feeeeeeeeel of the similar moment back then....

when he asks you to try it on and you come out with it fitting you oversized almost and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he still had that khushi on his face ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one face he used to make every single time you wear smthing anything that he wanted you to and stand before him......

THAT one face like all of that love for you on the inside just popped outside all over his face kinda beauuuuuuuuuuuuutiful !!!!!!!!!!!!

like you could just seeeeee it in him charlie..... like suddenly that one most beautifully happy one breathing on this planet i say !!1

and then nods saying tuu ittti patli hai ree my gf is a size small aishaaaa......

SMTHINGS YOU WRITE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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