Today in that moment with his song playing the way the mind gets to this imaginary situation of you meeting him after all these years to back then when you wanted to and couldn't with situations and mainly finances today when you can it's the way the mind was imagining the moment to live his presence after all these years visually first to just touch and feel his presence to the way it makes you feel on the inside every lil part of you that sparks up comes alive in and with his presence.....
Mind I tell you charlie the strongest and the weakest too!!!!!
U just have no control over it no matter how bad you train it to the way you hope you change but all it takes is that one visual just that one sound one moment and off it goes, again!!!!!
Today listening to his song again the feels how that day being random too to just be as and how you could for him didn't make any sense then still doesn't make any sense writing the feels of the moment now...
That one visual on loop playing in your mind today when there to go run see him as the song plays as that moment plays on loop.....
Even this time too after all that hard talk the nite that he messages you bout the mail of pics you'd sent as asked by him the way it felt like he wanted to talk more to you it meant everythhg to just still feel the same bout his messages even in your sleep some moments i tell you are just beyond you.....
Mind still getting back on track getting better but moments like these it's like your heart right there popped out of you and just like that in the air it goes with the moment!!!!!!
That feel of a "finally"...!
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