moments 2!!

Some visuals some moments again just like sound pick you up put you back in that very moment that you felt in that present moment....

The way he would always tell you this when you scream everytime holding him that sound of excitement that one feeeeling of FINALLY!!!!!!

You are so loud moments or after moments that sudden something of him suddenly makes you happy that happy and you put it all out in expressing the same...

Talking bout expressions expressing this one pattern of his post bup today too in that moment the way the first very song that you jump listening to was his jheel pe jaise recent lucky Ali one....the words the beauty of the lyrics of that song!

Jab bhi bulau aa jana!

This one pattern the way he would with some thing or the other build this wall before him with either mentioning bout him seeing someone already and yet wanted to see you or any other reason the way it's always been there.....and then the conversation switching to wanting to meet you in those moments there was that initial peak level of happiness just cause you were talking chatting with him after long to that moment of realisation soon as he would build the wall up to that moment of asking you to meet it's like knowing you so well you wouldn't meet him that way knowing he already had someone but the way he would be in that moment with you just by his facial expressions know it for sure he was lying bout it cause knowing him or as much as youve known him he would never do that be with someone and same time look for something else too...

Year after year same thing one sec you get all that happy or even hope to meet him and then there was the wall again....today in that moment of watchjng the girl in that moment living her moment you could just feel what she must've felt in that moment...

At his versova place overlooking the sea standing there waiting for him to come out and the sec9nd he stands beside you to that first moment of holding him away it's that wait that feeeeeeling of a finally....