people feel like home is actually a fact.... but the touch that one touch of someone could also feel like home....
was smthing again you lived with him...
that day after a few hours when again he comes stands there says smthing random and goes back to his room that was when his sister asks you to go be with him as she was leaving for a shower and you insist on staying with her and the way she tells you she could see how upset he was how much he was missing you being in the nex room bhi jus by the way his face looked that low his voice felt that low.....
like for those few mins you waited for the time to run a forward speeeedy forward for a few secs more just sooooo his sister gets in the shower and you could runn to him runnnnnnn to him !!!!!!!!!
soon as she leaves you runnnn to his room.....
him sitting in the corner most part of the bed with his laptop you just stand there and look at him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just looks up at you some moments years after too !!!!!!!!!!!!
this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling goosebumps with one tear down the cheek.....
no matter where and with who life leads you to, he will always be the only love you ever loved in life...
the only one ever......
see this only how blessed you truly madly wholefully gottaaaaa be to be loved back i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!
how BLESSED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
soooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you just stand there arms wide open still looking at him and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay he hjumps across the bed literally and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he holds you away in that moment i swear charlie the way his hug felt like he was away for a long time out of city town country and got back and hugged kinda missing it was......
you missed him too but the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay his hug his missing felt was not even close to yours.....
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just holds you nodding away over your shoulder that low tone of voice i donno why i missed you this much you being this close to me in the next room and i could hold you talk to you be with you..... i missed you so much it was the worst feeling !!
the waaaaaay he just goes on n on bout how much he missed you and just couldnt stand there and look at you with someone else instead of with him.....
there is that beauty charlie to just feeeeeeel that one feeeeeeeling of being wanted missed wanted that bad like you know you matter your presence matters that much to someone your love matters that muhc to someone..... its beyond any other experience or feeling one can feel.....
to just be wanted missed loved to matter to someone....
this was much before his bangalore or bombay trips and that was the first time you lived his missing in his arms.... the very first missing of his !!
like he was just holding you initially though but just holding you making the most of your presence..... and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay still holding you that fataak se changes the tone and asks you bout what had happened cause he did sense that strongly that there was smthing not right with you....
and then when he saw your face he was that sure of it.....
till he asks you that you forget bout that feeling of touch.... it was only when him still holding you that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling.... that one beauuuuuutiful realization....
his sister being a girl tooo her touch tooo did shake you up.... and there was Him...
ever since the very start any touch of his even that moment when he apne app holds your hand still friends over the escalator knowing it was smthing you were petrified of....
it just felt like home.....
ever since the start.....
it wasnt new smthing you always knew and were that used....
His touch was your beautiful home....
being held by him to just be held by him hiding away in his arms was your home.....
the only place you ever wanted to be.....
that day that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful comfort of his arms as he that beauuuuuuuutifully dheere se again feels the place where it was hurting you at the back and asks you if it was still hurting and if you wanted him to apply that ointment instead....
you didnt tell him a word nothing at all and the way he says that shakes you up and move back still in shock looking at him and that one beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful nod of his..... like he knew that was it.....
and as he applies it tells you that he did see the ointment in her hand and your scared expression knowing your discomfort for touch he knew that was it....
you could neevr really understand how he knew you that well..... even in that moment him applyying it and telling you bout it that feeeeeeeeeling not even your mom can still sense even today if you are upset or happy....
him with just a sec of stare at you and just knew it all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in just a second....!
was smthing again you lived with him...
that day after a few hours when again he comes stands there says smthing random and goes back to his room that was when his sister asks you to go be with him as she was leaving for a shower and you insist on staying with her and the way she tells you she could see how upset he was how much he was missing you being in the nex room bhi jus by the way his face looked that low his voice felt that low.....
like for those few mins you waited for the time to run a forward speeeedy forward for a few secs more just sooooo his sister gets in the shower and you could runn to him runnnnnnn to him !!!!!!!!!
soon as she leaves you runnnn to his room.....
him sitting in the corner most part of the bed with his laptop you just stand there and look at him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just looks up at you some moments years after too !!!!!!!!!!!!
this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling goosebumps with one tear down the cheek.....
no matter where and with who life leads you to, he will always be the only love you ever loved in life...
the only one ever......
see this only how blessed you truly madly wholefully gottaaaaa be to be loved back i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!
how BLESSED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
soooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you just stand there arms wide open still looking at him and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay he hjumps across the bed literally and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he holds you away in that moment i swear charlie the way his hug felt like he was away for a long time out of city town country and got back and hugged kinda missing it was......
you missed him too but the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay his hug his missing felt was not even close to yours.....
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just holds you nodding away over your shoulder that low tone of voice i donno why i missed you this much you being this close to me in the next room and i could hold you talk to you be with you..... i missed you so much it was the worst feeling !!
the waaaaaay he just goes on n on bout how much he missed you and just couldnt stand there and look at you with someone else instead of with him.....
there is that beauty charlie to just feeeeeeel that one feeeeeeeling of being wanted missed wanted that bad like you know you matter your presence matters that much to someone your love matters that muhc to someone..... its beyond any other experience or feeling one can feel.....
to just be wanted missed loved to matter to someone....
this was much before his bangalore or bombay trips and that was the first time you lived his missing in his arms.... the very first missing of his !!
like he was just holding you initially though but just holding you making the most of your presence..... and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay still holding you that fataak se changes the tone and asks you bout what had happened cause he did sense that strongly that there was smthing not right with you....
and then when he saw your face he was that sure of it.....
till he asks you that you forget bout that feeling of touch.... it was only when him still holding you that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling.... that one beauuuuuutiful realization....
his sister being a girl tooo her touch tooo did shake you up.... and there was Him...
ever since the very start any touch of his even that moment when he apne app holds your hand still friends over the escalator knowing it was smthing you were petrified of....
it just felt like home.....
ever since the start.....
it wasnt new smthing you always knew and were that used....
His touch was your beautiful home....
being held by him to just be held by him hiding away in his arms was your home.....
the only place you ever wanted to be.....
that day that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful comfort of his arms as he that beauuuuuuuutifully dheere se again feels the place where it was hurting you at the back and asks you if it was still hurting and if you wanted him to apply that ointment instead....
you didnt tell him a word nothing at all and the way he says that shakes you up and move back still in shock looking at him and that one beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful nod of his..... like he knew that was it.....
and as he applies it tells you that he did see the ointment in her hand and your scared expression knowing your discomfort for touch he knew that was it....
you could neevr really understand how he knew you that well..... even in that moment him applyying it and telling you bout it that feeeeeeeeeling not even your mom can still sense even today if you are upset or happy....
him with just a sec of stare at you and just knew it all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in just a second....!
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