it wasnt the wine it wasnt the weather suddenly this beautifully breezy !!!!!!
it was just that one moment that shook you up and left you with yet another most beauuuuuuutiful day with him.....
dreams now with several moments through the day when you still feel him and as much as you are trying to accept it to be your mind acting upp like one big amusement park with a trip of its own.....
refusing to see accept and understand the reality side of it.....
and there is a moment like this one from nowhere smthing this unexpected and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling to just relive those moments all over again leaves you with.....
just that hint of happy high slooow mind !!!!!!!
like if finding some beauty of a track wasnt enough as you struggle to hold back your mind from feeling that way all over again there was this moment.....
and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa just like that in that moment for those few mins or hour you were just hint of happy highhhhh !!!!!!!
when you just have the wine just for the sake to feeeeeling that way all the more.....
like it makes you allows you soak float yourself a lil more in that feeeeeling as you relive him from back then.....
moment of magic !!!!!
this one strange ironic feeling as you look at your own pics how happy you actually looked its this thing that any memory be it even for a sec or moment bhi and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel it loads you up with !!!!!!!
its beyyooooooooond words logic wali feeeeeling says for itself....
to be looooooooooooved that much THAT much and then to recall relive that love THAT much love even now decade after and teh waaaaaay it tsill makes you feel.....
two different people two different worlds lived in one !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
extremes !!!!!!!!!
its that thing nai charlie either you live smting like that for life ya phir naich hona thaaa......
nai !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was magic today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to just feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel him in that moment when you are in the worst lost state of mind aaj kal..... to just live him in that moment today was smthing else !!!!!!!!!
it was just that one moment that shook you up and left you with yet another most beauuuuuuutiful day with him.....
dreams now with several moments through the day when you still feel him and as much as you are trying to accept it to be your mind acting upp like one big amusement park with a trip of its own.....
refusing to see accept and understand the reality side of it.....
and there is a moment like this one from nowhere smthing this unexpected and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling to just relive those moments all over again leaves you with.....
just that hint of happy high slooow mind !!!!!!!
like if finding some beauty of a track wasnt enough as you struggle to hold back your mind from feeling that way all over again there was this moment.....
and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa just like that in that moment for those few mins or hour you were just hint of happy highhhhh !!!!!!!
when you just have the wine just for the sake to feeeeeling that way all the more.....
like it makes you allows you soak float yourself a lil more in that feeeeeling as you relive him from back then.....
moment of magic !!!!!
its beyyooooooooond words logic wali feeeeeling says for itself....
to be looooooooooooved that much THAT much and then to recall relive that love THAT much love even now decade after and teh waaaaaay it tsill makes you feel.....
two different people two different worlds lived in one !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
extremes !!!!!!!!!
its that thing nai charlie either you live smting like that for life ya phir naich hona thaaa......
nai !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was magic today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to just feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel him in that moment when you are in the worst lost state of mind aaj kal..... to just live him in that moment today was smthing else !!!!!!!!!
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