That calm!!!!!!

 Amidst all that’s going on around in news there’s that sudden calm that you always find in him when something disturbs you…

Even with distance the waaaaaays he has always come in moods when low when sick it’s like as crazy as this sounds it’s like he senses that in you and then transforms himself away…….

A much disturbed night sleep like you just couldn’t sleep with some piece of news kee turning as it all rushes through again and you just couldn’t……..

And almost morning that one golden hour and you smell his scent awaaaay to still trying to make sense of that and that slow touch of his over your arm like making you turn to him and you do with eyes still shut and that beauuuuuuuutiful sense of him breathing that close to you and you try to go closer to him with your face and that one sense again of his skin that touch almost as you reach his nose and try move your forehead against his nose and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he slow kisses your forehead away over n over again and you make a sound and he replies back with same similar sound trying to comfort you…….and you keep moving against him trying to feel him all of him and the waaaaay he keeps making that sound and slowly to your nose chummi eats it up very slow to your lips still making that sound…….

Like the waaaaaaaay he was loving you was that beauuuuuuuuuuuutifully slow and the waaaaaaaaaay it eases you inside out that one comfort knowing you are all covered up in his arms with his face with the beauuuutoful scent of him to him breathing over your skin the waaaaaaay it all was that beauuuuuuuutifullu calming you away and you don’t realise when you fall asleep and the alarm rings…

U wake up and first thing trying to turn towards his side of the pillow and beautiful madness when you write out something’s yes there’s his side of the pillow too…….

And feeeeel him still there in your mind with his scent stil there and finally up…….

The very first thing very first need to feeeel him more and again you get in the workout and this feeeeeeeeeeeeeel everytime every single time the waaaaaaaay it leaves you wanting more cause that’s how strongly you feeeeeel him in your waking state too during these movements!!!!!!

This state of mind a mixed state but finding that comfort in your most GORGEOUS wild chaos ultimate bliss I say!!!!!!!!

It’s beeeeeen such a beauuuutiful start from what to THIS and the next thing check on if there’s that most loved circle there this morning and nope wasn’t……..

This beauuuuuuuuuty of his voice this beauuuuuuuuuuty of his arms and his touch ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how onlyyyyy you’ve missed it for all these years!!!!!!!

This you today different!!!!!!!!