Something’s!!!!!!!

 Just donnoooooo what where or how to start!!!!!

Too much on mind and this need to stay away from writing till it gets back normal in your head cause you just don’t like hearing yourself out here after writing out your state of mind…

Like the after feels are just too weird!!

But then this thing happens and it’s just that random like that plain random but the waaaay it stirs something in your gut away and HOW…

Like even writing it out now somehow feels stupid but it just is all bout the feeeeels something gives you away nai and this one felt that strong…

Another one of those random account follows and this one just felt different still donooooo but that feeeeel in the gut cause of the series of likes that the account hits away on your posts……like from the first like to this series of likes the way it felt it a story telling itself reminding you of something he had said back then taking your pictures on special occasions and telling you how he would love to get it in a roll kinda thing with a series of special moments that he had clicked a picture of yours in with the date mentioned…

Like the second you noctixed the follow after few hours of it tho but the way the first like being talwarkas post to the next one and so on felt like one section of your life almost…….

And the waaaaaaaay it made you feel on inside that strongly could it be Him and then the series of self questions why would he do that even with this feeling lately if he even remembers you at all now…..like you keep reasoning your doubt out but it’s just that strong gut feeeeeling charlie that not just the mind but the heart keeps going back to could it be him cause it feels that strongly different and it actually made you wait for some message from this account…….. cause it still feels that strongly him like this chat on some other platform he had suggested when you couldn’t access your Skype where you randomly entering some specific keywords could find him but he acts as a stranger but that guy feeeeelig back then too knowing it’s him…

It’s been late night of some vibe of a music with too much missing him away again yet again and this morning again the way he comes it’s just getting not sure how beautifully worse like you are all mixed up vibes not sure what’s happening on the inside it’s too many feeeels too many dreams too much missing him away and too many realisation’s prolly trying to sink in…….