Faces!!!!!

 People like to wake up to a Mountain View beach view sky view garden view one way of waking up that you can absooooooolutely get used to and still never get over it is waking up to him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa that one face that one feeeeeeeeeeel in the world is magical!!!!!!

Every bit of love to all things just Love…!

It’s been very hectic at work lately making minor interior changes to work changes it’s been jammed by the end of the day you can’t move a single spoon I say once home!!!!!!

And then there’s that most looooved hour of your day playing him music feels lights out feet up random something playing on tv and letting your mind wander to all things him and HOWEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

That one picture of his in black shirt and THE impact it has left on you is beyoooooond words and logics!!!!!!!

To falling sleep on the carpet itself and that instantttttttttttt immediate rush of moving you shaking you and before you even make sense of the movements you were feeling away his head rushes over your chest like you smell that scentttttf of him away that strongly to his head against your skin the waaaay you could feel bis daaaadi his hair him moving his face against you and making that one sound just as he used back then just about when falling asleep and sleep talks away something again……where you were almsot in that sleep haze and then that him rushing through you like that shddddely makes all of you come alive with that one thought in your mind as he moves like that just to hold you and inside of you there’s that chatter ab tum aaaye nai sone deti kinda missing rushing through you not today nope not happening and you keep trying to move him with your eyes still closed like holding his head gently and this one adoooooooooootable screaaam of his saying kareeeeely……open your eyes and you wake up!!!!!!!

How what when whyyyyyyyyyy was the first instant reaction!!!!!!!

From making yourself get ready for sleep just to live him feeeel him to waking yourself up like that and that struggle again to fall asleep and continue from that dream from that very moment and by morning you are up to the alarm…

It’s that feeeeeeeeeeeeeel charlie he was right there THAT CLOOOOOOSE like lil more and you would’ve seen him held him even chummieeeed his face away I say!!!!!!

To that feeeeeeeel this morning every single time you wake up and there’s a bird sound you hear alwaaaaaays takes you back to that meet with him post bup when he tells you your face is the first thing he wants to see in the morning and you are there that early at his place and moments after he just holds you and makes you sleep on his arm and holds you closer and falls asleep……and you just be there living him away to the sound of the birds from his window at his actual house…….

It was chatting till early morning and then straight meeting him without any sleep but how do you even sleep when having that chance of living him away and that feeeeeeeeeel you still remember you move slowly turning face towards him and the waaaaaaay he that adoooooooooorably sleep talks away asking you to stay close to him and not move…to mins later and that thought of his arm must be strained and you very very slowly try to get up and the waaaaaay he fataaak se wakes up grabs you pulls you back literally making that adooooooorable kid sound that he used to back then and by all of your arm him holding you sleeps again…

It was HAPPINESS in the purest and the mostttttttttttt beautiful form I say!!!!  

One of the most MOST beauuuuuuutoful mornings ever lived with him YET!!!!!!!!!!

Something’s you write cause you just can’t help it…!

To this mooood of this morning still living that feeeel of him over your chest in sleep with that sound of his and you just be for a bit get on insta live him away a bit and finally up…

But that strong urge to feeeeeeeel him more still there and HOWWWWEEEEEEE get in the workout and that feeeeel every single time to feeeeeel him away that stronglyyyyyyyy as you move how it’s even possible always amazes you!!!!!!

It’s almost like magic like you are moving wit him for him like you can feeeeeel him strongly every part of you……..

This morning that morning this mind that you this you this morning !!!!!!!

Whatteeee only!!!!!!!

Kittuuuuuuuuuu miyaaaaaaaaaaa I say!!!!!!!!!!