From that story of his the way his words keep ringing echoing through you we can never be ya.......
It all is just feeling weird like it never felt before and yovve been trying ever since to get a hold on yourself to just get a grip and understand the change but it's that logic bout the core of you charlie...
Like you can change your habits your lifestyle things you like or dislike your overall outer things and way you are and stuff.....but our core nai charlie it always remains the same no matter what you do!!
Like once you've had that realisation of your own core as a person you can't change that no matter what...
The him in your life in you has become that core now that one solid core of your being...
Still trying each day each moemnt but the waaaay these strings of magic drop over and bring him along that you held fataak se grab away cause that's your lil moment of magic.......at the same time as you struggle to holding onto the idea of magic fir real...
There are these lil gulmohars right outside the studio lift area with other plants and it's only today that you see these fresh blooms in the other plant which was jus a leaf plant these lil almost Daisy like tiniest blooms and as you try to capture the beauty of it whilst raining that very sec9nd his picture long time back on some occasion at his place and he dresses up as his grandad with that lil white flower over his one year prolly the mostttttt adoooooooooooorablest picture of his cause he himself looked like a lil kid with that heaps of innocence over his face and looking his beautiful best as per usual in the white kurta or shirt it was in that picture......
The second you live that moemnt while capturing a moment of your present reality that one feeeeeeel it fills you up with was beyonf words...
It just felt away that something strong....!
Maybe y9u can never be "wisely or logically" in love with someone nai.....
U just gottaaa love away...!
I guess!!!!!!
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