Writing these now makes you sound feel even more foolish but who hota nai charlie something on the inside that urge that doesn't let you sleep focus like your mind is just not still it's like something's just not right like you just need to get it out let it out hoping it would make somethng better on the inside...
Exact same vibes evry single time you've tried to take a step away and back from him like you just did something that wrong even blocking him this time to make you are poora away from him just as he wants but who bhi nai hua......
It's just something on the inside kuch hai donno what why how what it is why does it feel this way this strongly to these dreams and random most moemnts as hilarious weirdly random as a person on the bike next to you moves away and wearing that khaki jacket of his to the auto just ahead with Mera saajan in caps and right below that says from kachiguda, ramanthapur, habsiguda.....
What it was you donno but just the way it just made you smile away in THIS state of mind.....just made you happy in the weirdest of ways...
Tried to stay away from writing this mind out for this very reason but this thing bout writing your mind out or even more importantly writing the him out the way it's become this beautiful necessity of life now...!
Still rereading your mind and feeling away all the more foolish prolly the biggest fool on the face of this planet i say!!!!!
No wonder love has all to do wit the heart and not with the head nai...!
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