RUSHES!!!!!!

 It's this beauuuuutiful rush of all him!!!!!!

Like even writing it now you can just feeeeeeeel it!!!!!!

THIS much rush!!!!!!!!

It all started with the yesterday versova meet recall cause strangeky you were reliving trippin on the lilst details like you could relive the ones you haven't in a longtime.....like those details coming alive cause you were that into the meet recall post that jumper visual magic that happened yesterday......only after a while there was that hitting over the restlessness level cause the misseeeing klgetting worse you got no control over and you just knew the after feeels of it would be all the more difficult to be dealt with!!!!!

And you leave it half way through and the waaaaaaay he just comes running and how!!!!!!

Charlieee Him i tell you like literally speaks to your soul away exactly where the convo leaves your mind at it's like the calling......like he is just there and filling up away all that misseeing rushing through yuv with his words and actions......

This morning that rush of him to that one line one story that as crazy lunatic as this sounds it litereeerally felt like it was for you there said it.....still feeling foolish but don't care never did cause something's nai you just cantttttttt help it and just feeeeel feeeeeeeeelin away just like he said it!!!!!!