Being a woman...!

 He is your first and only love ever.....but it's not just bout that!!!!!

The waaaaay it's always been with him right from the start very start when you weren't even expecting love in your life...cause it was all set for you to be there lose weight and get married to a stranger.....

Life had other plans and can never thank enough for whoever up above for that change of plan...

He happened and HOW!!!!!

Like that one brush of the most beauuuuuuuutiful wind of your life he just walked into your life....where physical closeness or even passing by of a man leftbyou shaky with fear.....there was him walking every step closer to you and the waaaay you felt for the first time that first feeeeel to just stand there allow yourself to be closer to him.....waiting for him to come close...and that need to just live him away even with his face down...

Like not move an inch to just be there and stare away for the first time.....only after he comes close looks up at you do you realise you were lost in him....

From that moemnt to evry moemnt of being around him the way there always that sense of being close to him like you just felt that pull that sense of belonging from the inside like you don't know why or what just feel it...

Soon after realising it's love there's always been him just him......tried 2-3 baar few years back to divert the mind away wit just friends bhi after he mentioned he had moved on but it's just that blank empty feeling charlie can't feel a thing nothing at all!!!!!

And there's him there is that sense of knowing in your gut that's where you belong.....it's like lilst thing of him t9 do with him makes you come alive makes you feel like a woman again......awakened and HOW!!!!!!!

Its the way the mind feels the body feels the soul talks the way the hands fingers feel that tingle used to feel that tingle that urge to touch him hold him that pull in your body feeeeling and acting all magnetic being pulled away towards him eyes lost in every single detail of his like it used to make you wanna seee evry bit of him.....not look away even for a second nothing ever caught your eyes the way he did no one ever caught your heart the way he did.....

It's the waaaaay it all starts with him eyes living his details while your body transforms away inside out......all by pehle his presence now anything to do with him......that one feeeeeel of being transformed away!!!!!!

Merku whoo andaaar se he nai hua charlie like that feeeeel who nai you want to be there wantvto take that next step like you know want something nai hua......it's like he stamped away his place in you.....

And nothing could possibly take that away after being stamped away by him.....his mark in you!!!!!!

And he could just walk in and make you feeeeeeo away a GAZZILLLION of feeeeeels just by walking in!!!!!!!

Just his presence and the waaaaaaaays it changes you transforms you into something else, most you you'd ever been!!!!!!

Like all of you evry cell in you coming alive just by his presence!!!!!!!!