Him!!!!!

 It's like being a woman feeling like one used to come with him!!!!!!

Where to where again it went!!!!!!

Soooo yahhhh!!!!!!

From that memory recall to mind being already lost come home in the lift and this one kid leans over you from his mom's shoulder with hair in your face almost andbyou just touch the hair and that one loud sound of chuckle the kid makes mind was already that fulllll of him and you just had to feel that moment again......try to set the waves on his hair and that even louder chuckle as you do so.....like that excited the kid gets your floor 7 and you instead go till the 10th of his floor.....just cause that moemnt sort of filled up something away in your mind....cause all you could still see was him in your mind... Him definitely most adooooorable than any other kid ever but in that moment charlie there was that need to just feel 5hat moment shared with Him......

Come back home and that one state of mind lost LOST in all him!!!!!!

To this dream this morning the way he keeps holding your face and turning towards him and says something again something cause you can't write out that stuff.....

It was a dream that felt like a continuation of the versova meet and wait......that wait inside both of you!!!!!!

The way he made sure to make you feel that way like it was a continuation to the way he keeps pulling your face closer to him with your hair again just as he used to back then.....like in a way tryingbto live you your presence......

Waking up looking for him still smelling him around cause youd felt awaaaaaay that much of him in the morning.....in your way put the last night's selfie even the wrong angle one cause again all bout the feeeeels......