That same no word and toooo many feeels feeeling away moment with him same as the stadium meet.....
A lil later dheere se whispers away coming a lil closer to your ear andar chale.....
Some visuals still this clear this very clear him holding the door standing inside and that one constant stare looking at you waiting for your reaction or just living you away...and you look around ceiling corners of his living space low coffee table with his laptop and his psy beedi ka saaman still there his fridge with lil god things around some Beatles stuff around on display...all that while beech beech mein asking him away a zillion things bout stuff in his place and the way he just smiles away all through without answering for a single one and that one mention you still loud talk when nervous nai!!!!!! And just sits over the couch still looking you in tbe eye...
The only person in the world who knew you that well the way he did...
Daaaaaaaamn something's you write and relive exactly why you stay away from writing sometimes.......
This THIS what and how you feeeeeeling recalling reliving things n moments!!!!!!
Why with a love like that one of all the loves in the world...!
And the very same person asking you in the chat the other day in all these years I was the only best thing that happened to you and you left your life go by!!!!!!!
What do you even reply to that !!!!!!!!!!!
You were missed chippy, chipmunk, chipman, very very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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