Closer!!!!!

 Like from that moennt on to another level!!!!!!

It's just the way he was that day like for the first time post bup not hiding away what and how exactly he felt fr you.....cause you did meet him earlier too but there always wssvthat feeel of him holding back like making sure to keep that distance on a mind level if not the physical level part of it.....like he would be close and yet with thatvsense of being distant before that!!!!

But that day it all was just that different like it used to be back then but that bit more closer this time...

Even remember dropping his Ash tray with ashes over his choclate brown rug thing and as you try to clean it the way he keeps asking you to come back to him and just leave it as it is and that one time tells you ab tu aur kharab karti maloom merku and you loking at him cleaning the Ash andbthen look back at the rug and one look bact at him and just like he thought n said you did make the stain worse by spreading it all the more and you just be there ask him ab kya karu and that same opening his arms wide open and that one runnnn to him the waaaay it lifts you away andbthat same throw over the couch again.....it wasn't just bout him calling you back or random it's just that need to be closest to you like you could feel it in the way he would not just wouldn't let you move an inch away bhi....and you even tell him once looks you really did miss me and again without a word holds you even tighter......to asking him if he had to leave at 4 like he did mention earlier and that one nod and just starts to feel your face away just the waaaaaaay the waaaaaay he was looking at you evry lil detail of you asking you bout the moles on your face n neck saying he didn't see that one before howcome he never saw this and that.....

It was more like that being the first time ever that close to him like taking the time out and away to just live each other's details cause all that while it was you on the drives longest drives for hours lvingn him away he never got the chance to that way with lights on being in a space with just you and him not having to worry about his sister coming in or any knocks.....

And he was making the most of it and HOW!!!!!!!

It just was in the air that day......when your fone rings and he tightens the grip around your waist andbyou leave it at cause with him somehow never answered or check your fone it's always been that way.....

Another ring again andbthe way he just hides away in you with that nod cause you both knew it was time for you to leave as it was evening by then rings again and the waaaaaay he kept getting closer hiding away in you and not letting you move to finall6 tells you to take the call and y9u nod saying a no and he insists nai acha lagta take it .....answrt it was your mom asking whereabouts and stuff talk and hangup and that one look at him and that one nod of his charlie ayyayaaaaaaaaaaaa mera poooooora ka poioooooora heart hai uneeee for life i say!!!!!!!

That one nod of his and you tell him it's late and holds your hand pulls you to him.....few mins that whisper.....

There was this one time charlie......where he was rolling another one away and you tell him all excited me too will do again and that one strict sexy nod of his saying in that same ambeingsexyandiknowit tone of his voice Ghar nai jati ek aur bar Lee tho....and just by your excited face hearing that nods back again and skips having it too.....

There was that wait cahrlie that wait for him to just ask you to stay back like till theblast second stepping out or that walk till the auto there was that constant wait abhi rokle ab rokta ab pakka he will stop.....like you just wanted to stay with him that day not let the moment day feeeels go by to just go by with how and what you were feeeeling away for the first time......to just be with him!!!!!!!!!!

Something's some moemnts you recall relive and write out this mind now!!!!!!!!!

Chipppppppyyyy!!!!!!!! How only!!!!!!!!;