He was right there all of him you wanting to do so much and there he was to just want to be there that way with you with just your hand over him and a moment later the waaaaaay he just turns toward you and holds you away by your tummy!!!!!
It was that same feeeel same missing of comfort for him to just be that way the way he used to back on your terrace meets.....to just hold him comfort him that way he loved initially that is......
It's these feeeels charlie of everything first time in your life body mind soul life wise too was with him...
Evry lilst to biggest of things to even learning him teaching a few!!!!!
That day too was a few of them to then just be his usual self of wrestling away dropping you over the couch to just talking bout his work and evry time beech beech mein holding you closer cause you kept slipping down n off the couch and he finally literally lifts you up still laying beside you and puts you on the wall side of the couch just so you don't slip and that same hammmi sound of his after doing so and tells you ab nai girti aur mein more comfortable.....cause all he wanted was you closest to him.....not an inch away even be it trying to get thebottle of water bhi to just be there with him closest!!!!!
This writing today and this feeeeeeeeling it totoooooaaaalllly is filling you away with !!!!!!
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