The sound…

 It’s the sound visuals a slightest hint of anything him and the after feels the after you is different lost numb to everything else every one around like suddenly yo become all quiet aloof from everything else that beautiful need to turn inside hide your mind away to just be on your own to just be with that moment of him a moment with just Him that you can feel in that moment 

The way it just that beautifully holds you away from it all that need to hide so nobody can see you ask you talk to you discuss something want your attention like nothing of it in that moment just you and that moment of him hiding away from the rest is like the moment with him a moment with him

At ikea too days back when your most fav light finally comes back in stock and you rush to add it to the studio done stop for a coffee as the manager gets busy talking to some friends she bumped into u take the corner table and that very sec his lovers carvings just the start of the track starts and that feeeeeel charloe that smile in that very stance like suddenly you change from normal to that beautifully abnormal I say as she brings the friends over to the table to introduce u guys as it is plus that moment flashes of that pic of his u find the song on car picture with the song name written that flash to your madness for his music that you had to zoom the that out just so you could get which song name it was to just living that beauty of finding him in that moment and the very moment she is there and first thing asks you why smiling akele akele and you just excuse urself saying n all and get away with the coffee outside and just be there overlooking the flying bird thing there 

It’s like being that smooothly diverting away swimming away from one moment to the other from his song his that picture of having lived him exact same side profile way a zillion time on drives to that monument of birds about to fly thing before ikea everytime you pass by or when there his arms his flight is all you can see that feeeeeeel of sound n visuals charlie the waaaaay they can suddenly make you feel all alone and yet that beautifully just with that moment that flow of the moment it’s different it fills you up with seomthjnf beyond words n logic

To his stories his music and now everytime you see a glimpse of his car ayaaaaaaa this mind I saaay poooraaa dhadaaaam bolkeee Palti!!!!!!

The version of you that’s in some corner tied up hidden away kept away and the way anything to do with that side of you that side of his love for you the way it just suddenly dhadaaaam bolke sets you free mind on a different missing mode ekdum we that feeel of coming alive all of you even as you write now this feeeeel!!!!!!