Moments!!

 There were these grey cement walls all around and these holes through them like you could only see through them and as you walk along that fear with every step and suddenly there is this slow sound of his music playing somewhere far off like you know it’s his song and the way suddenly those walls around disappear cause in that moment that sound playing and the sec you listen to it and know it’s his song the way it makes you shut your eyes away just so you could feel it more feel him with the sound that comfort that calm the sec you open your eyes the walls around all gone 

Suddenly it’s all bright sunny around from gloomy to sunny in that very instance 

Walk a lil more the way he is there over the fields door door tak these yellow fields yellow wildflowers and amidst them there he was navy blue tee and white chaddis hands under his head eyes shut as you walk closer making sure your sound walk steps don’t wake him up there is that thing charlie been years now every single dream even in the dream be it you make sure not to make any sudden moves rush jump to the sight of his that fear of him disappearing from reality to dreams it’s always there that very moment too slow steps making sure doesn’t wake him up and that smileeeeee charloe ayyyaaaaaaaa that one smile on him and without a word from him you knew he knew it’s you the way he just still nods with eyes shut and in ishaara asks you to lay beside him u still making sure not to get excited the sec you do the way he that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuutofully slow turns all towards you opens his eyes and that one sec that one feeeeeeel to just look him in the eye from that upclose to just live his details his beauuuutoful details from that close that feeeeeeel after years even in that moment the way it makes your heart filled with a sigh with that fiiiiinally feeels to just live that moment charloe you still lost in that moment and the way he suddenly holds you away literally hiding away in you holding you away this he used to when upset or just disturbed that same hug that same feeeeel of his hug in that moment and that one sound of his soon after he holds you that beautiful sigh that comfort that peace that beauuuuuuutiful smthing it fills you up with in that very moment and in that very state you fall asleep waking up all alone by yourself in that state of mind was a reality that always shakes you up like it just is not possible kinda vibe of that morning like he was definitely here for real so can’t be gone like you were so sure of his presence in that moment 

To finding him in that story of his that one song thanks to shazaaam ur most fav app now!!!!!

I will lay me down……..!