His name…

 Yesterday being the most hectic day of the recent times as you did start off with the walkins finally on appointments and the best part of it being when the manager brings over her nephew to your place as you step out of your room sitting there on the couch looks at you and that smile it’s a different feeling charlie like it’s always been there the way it makes you feel on the inside like smthing changes in you ekdum se like that moment feels suddenly different to the second before one is when you know just knowwww it has to do smthing with him but that realisation only strikes after the moment this one too just like that…..that one different feel head out ask the kid his name and of all the names in the world that one smile and he says Chetan…

Even writing it out now that one big beautiful sigh I say to just write his name too!!!!

Manager walks in look at her and that one giggle of hers maloom kya naam hai Iska! Jokes again over it and you avoid the situation head out to the balcony for a bit it’s that Need to hold your expression reaction over it to just hide away for a bit just so could go back to being normal but like anything to do with him and the waaay it just fills away that missing for the moment cause everytime you hear his name kahi bhi it takes you back to the moment him telling you his name and you asking him back if he was a gujju and that very second he could sense that Khushi in your voice the way he chuckles away saying look at you getting all happy bout it am not gujju am Rajput!

His face the way he could sense things bout you already like he always knew you your habits the way he would just know lilst of things bout you in process correcting those things bout you telling you things bout your own self was like knowing you knowing someone besides you knew that much bout you already…it’s not just his name that echoes in that moment it’s all of that initial days of knowing him reconnecting with him knowing yourself knowing things bout your own self from him living him his details and how those very things those very details of his you longed to live again to see him again how happy that happy his presence was making you feel how saying his name made you feel how to just see him look at you and then smile that one smile of his was making you feel smthings you write and now as you write this feeeeeeeeel!!!!!

Where to where the mind floats away I say!!!!!!