HIM!!!!

 Everytime on this day looking back how you felt for him the very start of it how you loved living him every bit of how much you loved irritating him touching him feeling living his presence in every possible way how just his presence used to feel like no other how happy him just waking around used to make you feel how much you loved his voice even when he used to get mad at you how much you loved every bit of him even the way he would be with kids around apart from him!!!!

This and much more how you’ve never felt that way ever again…for nobody never even looked at someone stared at someone passing by how nothing none ever caught your eye to even look at and there was you that first very first sight of him and you couldn’t take your eyes off him to wvey stare shared with him from picking you up to dropping you back the way his face would change dive slow take longer turns around till the sec you step out and go back in again hold him again just cause the way he looks at you as you get off and turn around to look at him….

It was like there was a major part of you that you lived with him and left it with him…the part of you that’s missing in you now!!!!

How do you even feel this way like you left a big chunk of you of your existence with someone and after you feel that part you couldn’t fix replace it again that’s still missing 

U should see his eyes charlie not a word sometimes and just his eyes just that one look and you know just knowwwwww like that strongly feel it knowwww it just by seeing that one face of his I say ayyaaaaa howleeeeee tummmm ekdummm seeew bhotttttt zoooorseeee yaaad areee miyaaaa!!!!!