Lilst of things!

 Festival time being the most hectic juggling between things late nights at work fabrics to dispatch timeline to coming up designs and managing it all at once!!!!

Amidst all this there are these moments be it sneaking up managers fone and finding nothing to these moments to yoruself finding him there and the way everything around that beautifully turns blur like the sky lately sublime slow peaceful calm it’s like suddenly nothing else matters the way it just holds you Away!!!!

To these moments outside finding corners staying there to just breathe a lil more him live the moment for longer to this moment the other day at your regular fabric retailer and you stay there while your manager gets the billing done and these two guys walk upto you with the store owner himself requestinf you to guide these guys as to which combination for pathani and sherwani would look good the colours were plain black and some floral navy the second you see it that rush of him and you just nod away saying nothing and excuse your way out with one of them stil saying smthing bout you being a designer helping them out and stuff and you just nod away your way out!!!!

U could have but this thing always charlie like smthings when they bring him along it just takes you off n away the sight of the black fabric with their voices mentioning pathani to you was finding him listening to his voice echo of that time of him in Bangalore sharing smthing he that badly wanted and asking you to look for it for him it’s like suddenly all those conversations with him from that time in whispers is all you could hear feel and the way that need to just be out n away till the manger runs back to you asking for the card is when the whispers stop for a bit and come back again after that moment!!!!!

It’s the way suddenly anything to do with him that you live the way it makes you feel!!!! It’s the way all of you suddenly transforms away and that need to just live that moment for a lil longer to just go with the flow of that moment it’s smthing else it’s prolly the most loved moment through your day….any moment that makes you feel him live him even for a bit just like that it’s these moments that sort of breathe back the life in you literally the way it just makes you come alive like the after you after that moment is a different you every single time….

Is when you realise how still nothing else matters the way He did…..

Nobody else mattered the way he did!!!!!!!